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C.D. Warner, et al., comp.  The Library of the World’s Best Literature.
An Anthology in Thirty Volumes.  1917.
From ‘Evgeny Onyegin’
By Alexander Pushkin (1799–1837)
Including Tatyana’s Letter to Onyegin
  [As it is not possible to reproduce both sense and rhyme, I have attempted only to give a correct translation, and to preserve the simple rhythm where I could, in my lack of poetic powers. I have indicated the scheme of rhyme by numbers attached to the first stanza.—Isabel Florence Hapgood.]
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1.  Another trouble I foresee:
2.  To save the honor of my land
1.  I shall be forced, without a doubt,
2.  To translate Tatyana’s letter.
3.  She hardly knew her native Russian,        5
3.  Our newspapers she never read,
4.  And could express herself but badly
4.  In her own mother tongue.
5.  Accordingly, she wrote in French.—
6.  What’s to be done, again I say?        10
6.  Down to this day a lady’s love
5.  In Russian ne’er hath been expressed.
7.  Down to this day our haughty tongue
7.  To prose of letters is not used.
And God forbid that I should meet,        15
At ball, or parting on the porch,
A yellow-shawled seminarist,
Or Academic in a cap!
Like rosy lips without a smile,
Without grammatical mistakes        20
I do not love the Russian tongue.
And yet it may be, to my grief,
Of beauties a new generation,
Heeding entreaties of the journals,
To correct speech will make us used.        25
Tatyana’s Letter to Onyegin

I WRITE to you.—What can I more?
What is there left for me to say?
And now, I know, upon your will
Depends my chastisement with scorn.
But if to my unhappy lot        30
You but one drop of pity spare,
You will not now abandon me.
At first I vowed I would not speak:
Trust me, you ne’er had heard my shame,
Might I at least have had the hope        35
To see you rarely,—once a week,—
To see you in our village here;
If I might listen to your speech,
Utter a word to you, and then
Think, ever think, of but one thing,        40
Both day and night until we met.
But you love solitude, they say:
All’s dull here in our rural wilds;
And we,—in no way do we shine,
Though truly glad to welcome you.        45
Why did you ever come to us?
In this remote, deserted spot
Forsaken, then I ne’er had known you,
Nor known this bitterness of pain,—
The tumult of a soul untaught.        50
I might have tamed, in time, no doubt;
Have found another to my heart
Perchance, and been a faithful wife,
A virtuous, loving mother.
Another! nay, to none on earth        55
Could I have given e’er my heart.
Heaven’s counsel then hath thus decreed;
This is its will, and I am thine.
All, all my life hath been a pledge
Of faithful meeting thus with thee;        60
I know that God hath sent thee to me;
My guardian unto death art thou.
In dreams I long ago beheld thee,
And, still unseen, I found thee dear.
I languished ’neath thy wondrous glance,        65
Thy voice rang sweetly through my soul,
Long, long ago,—nay, ’twas no dream!—
Thou cam’st, and in a glance I knew thee;
I was benumbed, yet filled with flame.
My soul within me cried, “’Tis he!”        70
’Tis true, is’t not? I listened to thee;
Thou spak’st with me in silent watches
When I to aid the needy sought,
Or sweetened, by my fervent prayers,
The languors of my troubled soul.        75
And was’t not thou, beloved vision,
Who, at that instant as I prayed,
Didst flit in transparent darkness past me,
And to my pillow gently steal?
And didst thou not, in love and gladness,        80
Drop in my ear sweet words of hope?
Who art thou then? my guardian angel,
Or crafty tempter of my heart?
I pray thee now, disperse my doubts.
Perchance all this is but the empty        85
Deception of an untried soul,
And God hath willed quite otherwise:
So be it! From this hour my fate
I trustfully to thee commit;
Before thee burning tears I weep,        90
And for thy safeguard thee entreat.
Bethink thee, here I stand alone,
And no one here doth comprehend.
My judgment weakens, reason reels,
And I must perish dumb, unheard.        95
I wait for thee; I pray thee, quicken
With but a look of hope my heart,
Or break at least the numbing dream
With well-deserved reproof—alas!
I’m done! ’Tis terrible to read—        100
I faint with terror and with shame—
Your honor is my only pledge;
To it I boldly thus confide.
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For a brief space they stood in silence;
And then Onyegin, drawing near,        105
Spake thus:—
            “A while agone you wrote me:
Deny it not, I pray. I read
That sweet outpour of innocent love,
Confession of confiding soul.
To me your frankness is most precious,        110
And it has roused within my heart
Feelings which long have sleeping lain:
But not for that will I extol you;
And yet for this I will requite
With a confession, artless too.        115
Accept, I pray, this my confession,
And sit in judgment over me.
“Had I desired my life to limit
Within the bounds of hearth and home;
Had kindly Fate to me dictated        120
Husband and father e’er to be;
Had family bliss, as a fair vision,
One moment e’er my sense beguiled:
Assuredly I should have chosen
No other bride than you, I vow.        125
Without a shade of flattery
I say, you’d be my only choice.
In you I’d find my sweet ideal
As partner of my gloomy life,
A pledge of all that is most fair;        130
And then be happy—if I could!
“But I for bliss was not created;
To that my soul is foreign still:
In vain, in vain are your perfections;
Of them I count myself unworthy.        135
Believe (I pledge my word upon it),
Marriage for us would torture be.
However much at first I loved you,
At once, with custom, I should hate;
Straightway you’d weep—but could not touch,        140
With all your tears, my hardened heart,
Which would but more inflame my hate.
Judge for yourself what kind of roses
Hymen would thus for us prepare,—
And, it might chance, for many a day!        145
“What can be worse in all creation
Than household where the wretched wife
Her thankless spouse doth mourn and grieve,
Sitting alone by day and night;
While weary husband, her worth knowing        150
(Yet cursing his untoward fate),
Is always taciturn and gloomy,
Enraged, yet coldly jealous still!
And such am I. Is’t this thou soughtest
In the love-flame of thy pure soul,        155
When with such simple innocence
Thou wrot’st so cleverly to me?
And can it be that such a lot
Hath been assigned to thee by fate?
“Our dreams, our years we cannot call back;        160
My soul I never can renew;—
I love you with a love fraternal—
And tenderer yet, perchance: who knows?
Then listen to me without anger:
Often, I think, in young maids’ minds,        165
Slight dreams succeed to dreams as slight,
As a young tree bears leaves in spring;
And this, it seems, is heaven’s will.
Again you’ll give your love—and yet
You’ll learn of self-control the art.        170
Not every man will understand you;
And innocence oft leads to woe.”
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Oh, who could not, in that swift flash,
Have read the tale of her dumb pain?
Who, in the princess, could not see        175
Our Tanya of those former days?
In frantic grief of his compassion,
Onyegin fell low at her feet.
She trembled, but was silent still,
And fixed her eyes upon Onyegin        180
Without surprise, yet without wrath.
To her his dim and tortured gaze,
Beseeching mien and dumb reproach,
Made all things clear. The simple girl,
With dreams and heart of former days,        185
Had waked once more within her breast.
She did not raise him to his feet,
But with her eyes still fixed on him,
She lets her senseless fingers lie
Beneath his thirsting, burning lips.        190
What is it that she dreams of now?
A long, long silence follows then;
And at the last, she softly says:—
“Enough—arise: it is my part
To speak to you quite frankly now.        195
Onyegin—you recall the hour
When, in our garden in the walk,
Fate made us meet, how meekly I
Gave ear to all your lessons stern?
To-day it is my turn to speak.        200
“Onyegin, I was younger then;
I think that I was better, too;
I loved you truly. What of that?
What was’t I found within your heart,
What answer? Sternness; naught but that.        205
’Tis true, is’t not? ’Twas nothing new
To you, this love of maiden’s heart?
How my blood curdles,—O my God!—
When I recall the chilling glance,
And that stern sermon which you gave.        210
But I blame not: in that dread hour
You acted nobly, for my good,
And honorably towards me then:
For that, receive my heartfelt thanks.
“In that far solitude, ’tis true,        215
Far from the noise of idle tongues,
I did not please you. Why then now
Do you thus persecute me here?
Why do you deign to heed at all?
Is’t not because, at present, I        220
In loftiest circles must appear?
That I am rich and famous now;
That for the wounds my husband bore
In battle, we are loved at court?
Is’t not because this my disgrace        225
Would now by all be known and seen,
And might, in social circles here,
Lend flattering honor to your name?
“I weep. If you have not forgot
Your Tanya till this present hour,        230
Then know, the sharpness of your chiding,
The coldness of your stern upbraiding,
Did but the choice lie in my power,
I would prefer to sullying passion,
And to your letters and your tears….        235
“But list, Onyegin: all this splendor,
Illusion of a stupid life,
My triumphs in the social whirlpool,
My fashionable house and guests,—
What is there in them? I would gladly        240
Renounce this foolish masquerade,
This tumult all, incense and splendor,
For the wild park, a shelf of books,
And life in our poor, humble manse;—
For the old spots, in short, Onyegin,        245
Where the first time I met with thee;
Yes, for the quiet, peaceful church-yard,
Where now a cross and shady bough
Bend o’er the grave of my poor nurse.
“And happiness was so near to us,        250
So possible! But my sad fate
Was shaped already. Indiscreet,
Mayhap, was my behavior then:
My mother, bathed in tears, adjured me;
Poor Tanya felt all fates were one.        255
And so—I married. ’Tis your duty
To leave me now. I beg you will;
I know you—that your heart containeth
Firm pride and strenuous honor still.
I love you, (why should I conceal it?)        260
But I am now another’s bride,
And I will ne’er betray his trust.”

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