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Analysis Of ' My First Goose '

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Ambivalence can be seen in everyday life while being introduced into new environments. Whether the environment is a war camp or a university, there will be a change in course in which one will have to face the internal struggle of choosing right or wrong with the outcome determining one’s future. In “My First Goose”, Babel demonstrates these conflicts with the relationship between the narrator and his environment. With the narrator, Babel shows the internal conflict of right and wrong while facing the external struggle of fitting in to a foreign but desired environment. The narrator’s background of education conflicts with the current situation of war that he is in. The narrator has “graduated in law from St. Petersburg University”, giving him higher ground among soldiers with not only the education he possess but also the moral capacity he has. His fellow soldiers are on the other side of the spectrum in relation to the narrator. They have endured the tragedy of war, giving them vulgar personalities that allows them to express ideas and thoughts with no filter: “go and mess up a lady . . . and you 'll have the boys patting you on the back”. These contrasting personalities and cultures has set up the narrator to get test his singular moral standings to fit in with the other soldiers. Otherwise, the narrator would have to endure embaressing behavior such as: “went over to my little trunk and tossed it out at the gate . . . [and] emitted a series of shameful noises”.

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