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Being An American Culture Essay

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I’ve spent the majority of my life living in contradictions; I was constantly hoping to be seen as an adequate Nigerian while simultaneously hoping that I was not excessively American while hoping to be seen as an adequate American but not excessively Nigerian. Like other first generation immigrants, I walk the fine line between two cultures. I never truly felt at home in either place, but I found myself continuously striving to be accepted in both worlds. Publicly, I hoped that I was American enough in public to assimilate with my classmates- so much so that for years, I used my middle name when at school. Being Hannah enabled me to blend in effortlessly with my peers. No more awkward pauses as teachers stumbled and tripped over my name. …show more content…

As I grew older, the separation of the two became more difficult. As they overlapped, I began to feel inadequate as both a Nigerian and as an American. At home, my parents nicknamed me “a ko we bintu”, an not so endearing way of telling me I spent too much time with my nose in my books. Whenever my actions or thoughts strayed from the norm, my parents would blame it on American culture and the influence of my peers. Simple, yet powerful reminders that I was straying away from the mold that I supposed defined me as a Nigerian. Publicly, concealing my Nigerian identity proved to be a tough act. Despite attempts to hide my culture, my food, and the way I pronounced certain words gave me away as an outsider to the country and culture I had adopted as my own. The University of North Carolina afforded me the opportunity to grow in a comprehensive way. My parents had a prescribed path for me - to become a nurse and become a mother but education gave me an opportunity to make my own path and discover my own passions. Although I stumbled quite a bit along the way, taking courses that challenged me mentally, making grades that aren’t indicative of my true performance in a course while searching for a major and career I would be passionate about, at least I was afforded a chance to do so. My education became more than just an academic pursuit; it became

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