The novel, I am not Esther, written by Fleur Beale follows Kirby Greenland, a fourteen year old girl, who is suddenly abandoned by her mother. Kirby is then forced to live with family members she has never met before in an unfamiliar, religious community with strict rules and regulations. During her time in the community, also considered as a ‘cult’, Kirby faced the challenges of identity change and loss as well as abandonment and isolation. This helped me develop a deep understanding of Kirby and how she undergoes a large character development throughout the text. Firstly, I gained an understanding of Kirby and her character development through how she dealt with her loss and change of identity. When Kirby first entered the community, she is stripped of her belongings and even her name - they give her a new biblical name of ‘Esther’. This made Kirby feel outraged and like her identity had just been attacked. Kirby faces this challenge by reproaching the change instantly. I know this because she says “I’m Kirby, not Esther for God’s sake.” This showed me that Kirby is sure of her identity and would disobey the community to act in a way which is true to herself. However, after spending so much time with unfamiliar people and in an unfamiliar environment, Kirby questions whether she is Kirby or Esther, seeing her two self-consciousness as two separate beings. Kirby is asked by Mrs Fletcher, the guidance counsellor whom she enlisted help from, what she wished to be called. “
In this passage, Jeannette Walls depicts a crucial moment in her childhood where she faces bullying and racism. Her family has moved to her grandparents house in Welch, a highly segregated, racist village. Jeanette is having a hard time fitting in as three African-American girls continuously bully her for being poor. Through this passage, Jeannette Walls conveys the theme of being independent which was strictly enforced by her parents. She learns that everyone has their own reasons behind their actions, therefore, we should not be quick to judge.
This research discusses the many different ways of how society can influence identity. In the book the girl who fell from the sky by Heidi Durrow, it talks about a girl named Rachel Morse. Rachel Morse tries to put her tragic past behind her by keeping away her feelings. She goes to live with her grandmother. Rachel pretends to be a new girl after her mother killed herself and her siblings. As life starts to get hard for her, she remembers her father’s promise that he would come back and get her. The years passed and her father did not come which made Rachel gets more and more annihilate by the way she is judged based on the color of her skin. After Rachel started school in Portland, she became aware of being bi-racial. She believed
As John F. Kennedy once said, “Conformity is the jailer of freedom and the enemy of growth”. The novel Quicksand by Nella Larsen chronicles the plight of a young, racially mixed woman struggling with alienation during the Harlem Renaissance. The female protagonist, Helga Crane, born to a Danish mother and West Indian father, was abandoned and disowned by both her mother and father. Larsen wrote the novel in a time during which racial uplift was promoted and it was expected of women to comply with society’s ideologies regarding marriage and female sexuality. Readers are exposed to the indecisiveness and insecurity of Helga Crane, which further discourages her desire to become one with herself. As a result of the stereotypes present in
Identity can be defined as the fact of being whom or what a person is. Internal and external factors shape a child’s concept of their own identity. These factors include the environmental setting, family, community, and the media. In the novel Room by Emma Donoghue, the 5-year-old narrator/protagonist Jack learns his identity through exploring the familiar space he occupies, the close relationship between he and his mother, and watching television. It is clear that Jack faces many challenges, which lead him to discover how his identity is shaped; this is evident through the exploration of him forming personal attachments to his mother, the room he lived in, and the problems he encounters to the new outside
Nella Larsen’s Passing uses the two main characters to explore how the idea of racial identity is not a discussion that is black and white, but rather one that is grey. The story is utilized to demonstrate how some individuals of black complexion fell trap to societal standards, causing them to abandon their own race in search of better life. But, in all actuality, the text argues that the pursual of another identity ultimately causes an individual to lose their own self identification.
| Steven Herrick’s free verse novel explores this value of events that shape a persons identity and hence their sense of belonging in their world. The cause of his alienation appears to be physical and psychological abuse from his father, lack of caring from his school and his run down neglected neighbourhood with its “deadbeat no hoper… downtrodden house in Longlands Rd, Nowheresville”.
It can be argued that what we experience in life lead us to develop our takes on culture. In The Coldest Winter Ever, Sister Souljah draws on her real-life experiences to illustrate how reality is used to shape fiction. In her autobiography, No Disrespect, Sister Souljah writes about her experiences growing up basing each chapter on a different person who affected her in her
According to Elizabeth Lowell, “Some of us aren't meant to belong. Some of us have to turn the world upside down and shake the hell out of it until we make our own place in it.” Sometimes what every situation needs is an outsider to flip the script and create a new outlook on everything. In Shirley Jackson’s novel, “We Have Always Lived in the Castle,” the speaker, Merricat, is an outsider of society on many levels, such as mental health, gender, and that she is an upper class citizen in a poor area. Although Merricat is mentally unstable, her outsider’s perspective criticizes the social standard for women in the 1960s, indicating that social roles, marriage, and the patriarchy are not necessary aspects in life such as it is not necessary to have the same outlook on life as others.
What would happen if someone lost their identity? In “The Glass Castle” the author of the story, Jeannette Walls, talks about how this happens to her and her family. The book “The Glass Castle” is about Jeannette Walls and how she goes through tough times growing up with her parents. She tells the readers about her and her family’s problems and how they solve it or how they try to make the best of the problem. Most times it just gets worse, but sometimes they find a solution about all those problems or the problem. Jeannette Walls develops the theme of staying true to oneself is the key by using setting, imagery, and figurative language.
Over the course of your life, you come to struggle with the philosophical idea of personal identity; the thing that makes you, you. Oneself may shape their identity around aspects of their life that they have no control over like race and physical traits, as well as decisions that are made throughout their lives like affiliations and religion. Your personal identity can be seen through your passions and interactions with others. An individual’s search for their identity is something that may occur in everyone’s’ life. In the novel, The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian, Sherman Alexie highlights the theme of how the search for identity is always prevalent, through the conflicted characters of Junior and Mary throughout the novel.
In Lives of Girls and Women, people grow out of reading. As the protagonist Del says, reading “persisted mostly in unmarried ladies, would have been shameful in a man” (Munro, 117). As in The Bell Jar, women in Lives of Girls and Women who are educated and who are professionals are seen as masculine and immature. Mature and marriageable women learn to use make-up and to flaunt their physical beauty. Del overturns this rule by memorizing poetry and doing well academically. Both Esther and Del feel that academic achievements best define and express their sexuality, though not necessarily enhancing their sexual lives. While the bored, rich girls in The Bell Jar spend most of their time painting their nails and getting a tan, Esther feels out of place among the idle and the fashion-conscious. Her friend Doreen admits that at her college, all the girls “had pocket-book covers made out of the same material as their dresses”(Plath, 5). The night that Doreen returns drunken from the apartment of a stranger named Lenny, Esther closes her door on her friend but does not have the heart to lock it. Thus, Esther successfully shuts out the false societal values of female sexuality for a while, but acknowledges that her form of sexuality must co-exist with that of Doreen and of other females in her society.
Throughout the story “The Bell Jar” by Sylvia Plath, Esther’s mental health deteriorates overtime due to various factors in her social environment such as double standards. The novel begins with Esther’s internship at the Ladies’ Day magazine in New York City. Despite living the life every girl wishes to live, Esther is dejected and feels disengaged with the environment around her; thus resulting in the beginning of an identity crisis. Through the events of the story, gender double roles in the areas of education, careers, virginity and marriage affect Esther’s life significantly and it consequently leading to Esther’s confusion with her identity within the society. During the 50s, women were seen to be inferior to and dependent on men as
We have all heard the African proverb that says, “It takes a village to raise a child.” The response given by Emma Donoghue’s novel Room, simply states, “If you’ve got a village. But if you don’t, then maybe it just takes two people” (Donoghue 234). For Jack, Room is where he was born and has been raised for the past five years; it is his home and his world. Jack’s “Ma” on the other hand knows that Room is not a home, in fact, it is a prison. Since Ma’s kidnapping, seven years prior, she has survived in the shed of her capturer’s backyard. This novel contains literary elements that are not only crucial to the story but give significance as well. The Point-of-view brings a powerful perspective for the audience, while the setting and
Hawthorne’s male and female characters perceive and react to changes in identity differently and identity can be affected by internal or external forces. Characters should have more control over the former, but it is actually their gender that determines their reaction. The culmination of the effect of the scarlet letter on Hester is most evident when she chooses to return to the community and “resume[s] —of her own free will, for not the sternest magistrate of that iron period would have imposed it—resume[s] the symbol of which we have related so dark a tale” (The Scarlet Letter 214-5). The repetition of “resume” after the digression allows the sentence structure to mirror Hester’s return to her old life. The digression sets the tone of the sentence through the use of litotes, which draws attention to the contrast between the people of Boston now – none of whom would ever dream of branding Hester – and the citizens who convicted Hester. The implied softening of the people is actually the result of Hester’s peace with her outward identity after confessing to Dimmesdale in the forest, and the community’s perception of this. The opposite happens in “Young Goodman Brown” when Brown chooses to attend a witches meeting and believes that it will have no lasting affects on his identity. The next day he is unsure of if he dreamed of attending or actually did so, but it has changed him and he becomes “A stern, a sad, a darkly meditative, a distrustful, if not a desperate man, […]
Told by Rebecca, one of the 13-year-old twins that has been born and raised in a strict fundamentalist Christian sect. The story begins with the family moving to the South Island, and then follows the young girls as they go through the exciting, yet nerve wracking, time of becoming betrothed. Exciting because the girls wish to fulfil their "godly duties"; nerve wracking because they know they have no choice in who they will be ordered to marry. The novel is harrowing at times, as the sect uses selective Bible teachings to maintain control over their followers. They also use “The Rule”, a set of laws developed by leaders, to keep order - though these rules seem mainly concerned with controlling the minds and bodies of women. However, the beauty of this story being narrated by Rebecca is that the details of life in the sect are presented in a non-judgmental way. Rebecca is simply stating the way things are - it is all she knows - so it is not a better or worse way of life, it just is. The ending is particularly powerful. I could imagine the impact the running away scene would have if it occurred in real life. I highly recommend this book to everyone - in fact, because Beale authored the novel as a non-biased account of moral choices Rebecca as well as others had to make and the intolerance of difference that the Children of the Faith showed. I think it should be compulsory reading to help develop a society more understanding and empathetic of difference. I feel more