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Homosexuality In Giovanni's Room By James Baldwin

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In Giovanni’s Room by James Baldwin, David ponders over his past relationships. At the beginning of the novel, David looks back at his past and recounts a childhood experience with his friend Joey. This was David’s first intimate encounter with a boy, and it was through this experience that David learns that he is gay. This passage, which describes David’s thoughts after his night with Joey, reveals that David will not accept his sexuality because he is afraid of the power that his sexuality holds over him and of the future that he as a gay man will have in his society. In this passage, David decides not to accept his sexuality even though it is an innate part of himself. David is extremely upset that he is attracted to men and laments, “I could have cried, cried for shame and terror, cried for not understanding …show more content…

David describes Joey as having “power in his thighs, in his arms, and in his loosely curled fists.” This quote equates Joey, and therefore David’s sexuality, with physical power. David continues this description of power through physicality by describing Joey’s fists as “loosely curled”, which provides an image of a punch and offers the picture of Joey, or more specifically, David’s sexuality, punching him and enforcing its power over him. Interestingly, David actually wants to experience Joey’s body and succumb to its power. He confesses that he “wanted to know that mystery and feel that power.” David is saying that ideally he would like to succumb to the physical power of Joey’s body and his sexuality. However, ultimately, David admits that “the power and the promise and the mystery of that body made me suddenly afraid.” In this quote, David explicitly states that it is the power of Joey’s body which makes him afraid. David desires Joey’s body and to fulfill his sexuality, but the power in that sexuality and desire causes David to be

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