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Jim Carroll's The Basketball Diaries

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Jim Carroll’s word choice, through literary templates such as mood and tone, directly reveals the novels; The Basketball Diaries, theme of salvaging innocence and growth in maturity and world views. The protagonist, Jim, not only struggles to maintain his innocence but spirals out of control when trying to fit into society. All throughout the novel you see Jim being thrown into many adult like situations forcing him to lose every bit of innocence he has. But Carroll has made me to believe that Jim himself was fighting to maintain this so called righteous and virtue image. Trying not to completely disappear in a world that is tainted by drugs, Jim Carroll clings to the one thing that is considered pure; his writing. This sense of preservation, …show more content…

But it depicts that there's a lot of hidden truths and influences while growing up in the city. Jim Carroll was just steps away from addicts, gang violence, and prostitution. Many may view these things as impurities of the world but I believe that Jim Carroll was drawn to it. He was giving the option to participate in school and play basketball, who knows even go to college. But the evils of the influential world were luring him in. In my closed reading, I noticed that Jim Carroll’s motivation for doing half of the things he does is too fit in. Jim obsesses to embrace the teenage societal norm of rebelling. His friends not only strays him into the wrong path but they are ultimately, one of the reasons for his loss of innocence. However, throughout the novel he does refer to himself, as trying to hang on to what little innocence he has; “I’m just really a wise ass kid getting wiser and I'm going to get even somehow for you dumb hatreds and all them war baby dreams you left in my scarred bed with dreams of bombs falling above that cliff I’m hanging steady to.” (Carroll 159) This false perception of control and stability is the reason why Jim Carroll spirals out of control. His addiction to heroin not only changes every aspect of his life but it also slowly becomes the central focus of his …show more content…

There first time having sex or there first time trying out drugs. Although the drug aspect is a little extreme it does happen in our society and I believe that this book not only shows us how to speak up against the “man” but also how to basically survive. Im not that older than Jim Carroll in the “Basketball Diaries” and to see someone go through something like that and turn out to be a writer is incredible. It shows the readers that we shouldn't stay idly by while we lose ourselves. We should speak up, voice our opinions, be impulsive in trying to get what we want. And one thing this book has taught me is that we have to keep this idea of “counterculture” alive. Like Jim, I too find myself sinking into a hole that I cannot come out of. But instead of drugs my downfall is credit cards. Im only 19 with 3 credit cards and I owe over 3,000 dollars. My mom and dad help me pay it down but I just get so addicted into using it. If I don't have to use my own money, then why not? But I too find myself wanting to be pure again. And it gives me some shred of hope to see that Jim Carroll overcame his downfall and now its time for

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