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Lysander: A Fictional Narrative

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Why was I always such a bitch to him sometimes when it comes to girls, why can't I be nice like Vanellope? I know somewhere within me I knew she went bad at all but how can I trust myself if she was. I had so many bad experiences with people like her they seem like their nice but really their rotten to the core. I should try at least not to be such a bother on Dwayne, I wanted to start this year without me getting into fights and causing problems for him. I don't deserve such a good person who truly loves me, I'm just selfish to let myself be loved by someone as good as him. To feel his strong arms around me, the scent of his dark bronze skin and taste of those lips. I felt myself bit into my lower lip thinking about it as I softly groan …show more content…

"But glad you love it, grandma Elaine was working so much on her pretty garden that she saw that the tomatoes grew very well and made the guacamole." "Nothing beats her garden, anything out of it taste so good." I chuckled as we ate our lunch, my eyes glancing every now and then to the door. Lysander must of noticed because he made a fake cough to catch my attention. "Did something happened Castiel? You seem to eyeing the door quite a lot." "I...well it's Dwayne." I fumbled with my fingers. I watch as Lysander put lids on top of the containers that were spotless with no food as he packed them in his backpack. "Did you had a fight?" Lysander look at me with a knowing look as I ran a hand through my curls. "Yeah I mean no...well my part as usual I got jealous again." I felt Lysander hand grab my shoulder softly. "You know this is really causing a lot of problems Castiel, I know you love the guy and he loves you but most you never seem to get past that safe zone." I open my mouth to speak but Lysander shushed me. "Shush, Castiel I know you hate to let someone in your heart to later break it but do you really think Dwayne would do that? He's been your friend since forever, our friend forever to be exact. I seen how you two act with one another Dwayne always watches you with a warm gaze and look after you like your his first

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