Although, I enjoyed steady employment my desire to finish school lingered with me. I needed a guided path of straight forward thinking with no distraction also with no life worries of daily living and survival.
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For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.
Jeremiah 29:11
Being in Wichita, Ks and homelessness was the answer to my calling, as strange as it sounds, it filled all life's orders including shelter, food, and my old accouterments became new. It made me humble and eliminated the aggression in my heart. I felt free, but I knew I had to stay focused. Undoubtedly, I complied with the rules like getting up at 5:30 a.m., vacating the building by 7:00 a.m., and returning by 6:00 p.m. to avoid being locked out for the night. After I checked in there were the mandatory showers, chapel service followed by the evening meal then lights out at 9:00 p.m. indicating the of the day at the shelter. The routine continued for 3 years while, I listened to God's plan. This phase of my life l listened longer and reacted slower, as a result it removed all doubt and help solidify my future.
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