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Personal Narrative: My Second Clinic Rotation

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My second clinic rotation is internal medicine and I’ve had many encounters, both with patients and colleagues, which have made me pause and reflect. One of those encounters, in particular, will still be on my mind long after I finish typing this reflective journal. The patient at the center of it all is a lady I’ll refer to from here on as “Mrs. Flowers.” Mrs. Flowers is an 81 year old female with dementia and diabetes. She arrived on our unit with a diabetic foot infection that had progressed from a simple toe ulcer to wet gangrene. Over the last 2-3 months, gangrenous changes encompassed the distal half of her left foot. During pre-rounds, our medical team unanimously agreed that we would contact surgery for a consult. At time, it was obvious …show more content…

Flowers’ room, we were quickly met with her daughter who impatiently wanted to discuss her mother’s discharge plan. Before we could even discuss our assessment and what the plan was for Mrs. Flowers, her daughter informed us that no one would be cutting on her mother, that she was makes the final decision, and that we should clean her mother’s foot so they could go home. That was it. To me, I thought it was clear that Mrs. Flowers either couldn’t make her own decisions or was simply agreeing with her daughter because that was all she knew. Thinking about it now, I realize how angry that first interaction with Mrs. Flowers had made me. I was angry at Mrs. Flowers’ daughter for treating her mother with what I thought was obvious neglect. I was also upset with the attending physician for not being more direct with Mrs. Flowers’ daughter. I understand now arguing with the daughter would have only made this situation …show more content…

Flowers was showing great improvement. She was no longer in pain and her demeanor had completely turned around. It has been 4 days since Mrs. Flowers was discharged and I can’t stop thinking about her. I’ve had a lot time to think about her hospital stay. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t still upset with the whole situation but I can say that I understand it more. I believe that Mrs. Flowers’ daughter was just scared for her mother and that her lashing out at everyone was simply her way of trying to protect her mother. While writing this journal, I remember how angry I was and I see now who clouded it made my judgement. I think it’s important for me to understand that when I’m presented with a similar situation in the future that I try and stay calm. I keep thinking that maybe if I would have been able to explain the gravity of her mother’s situation that maybe the daughter would have come around

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