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Redemption In The Kite Runner

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Redemption is defined differently by nearly everyone: some attempt to achieve redemption in the eyes of their religion, of others, or even of themselves. In the novel The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini, redemption is a recurring theme: has the main character Amir been redeemed for all the terrible things he has done? Throughout the novel, Amir feels guilt for everything he has done, but it is not until over halfway through that he begins to attempt to redeem himself. Amir is not looking for redemption in the eyes of his religion or society—he is the only one who knows what he has done—he is simply looking for redemption in his own eyes, according to his own definition. Although Amir starts on the path to redemption, he does not fully achieve …show more content…

Although no one but Amir knows what he did, Amir still feels that he needs to redeem himself, and that the way he will achieve it is “making up for” all the terrible things he did to Hassan, to cancel out each act eating at his conscience. During his fight with Assef, Amir says “for the first time since the winter of 1975, I felt at peace. I laughed because I saw that, in some hidden nook in a corner of my mind, I'd even been looking forward to this” (289). Amir feels that he deserves the beating from Assef that he believes he should have gotten a long time ago. He is finally being punished for something only he knew he did. He even tries to make up for framing Hassan by putting money again under a mattress, this time with good intentions. However, he still does not feel that this is enough, and continues to try to make up for his transgressions through Sohrab: “I cannot go to Kabul, I had said to Rahim Khan. I have a wife in America, a home, a career, and a family. But how could I pack up and go back home when my actions may have cost Hassan a chance at those very same things? … There is a way to be good again, he had said. A way to end the cycle. With a little boy. An orphan. Hassan’s son. Somewhere in Kabul” (227). Amir means that by saving Hassan’s son, he is ending the cycle of doing bad things in his life, and is becoming good again—that is, being redeemed. What Amir does not …show more content…

After saving Sohrab and being beaten by Assef, Amir believes he is finally on the right path. Not only did he receive the beating he believes he deserved, he can also now help Sohrab in a way he did not help Hassan. It is only after Sohrab tries to kill himself that Amir realizes that Sohrab cannot forgive him for what he has done to Hassan, and he stops helping Sohrab to make up for Hassan and starts helping him for his own sake. Amir will not stop trying until Sohrab has healed emotionally: “Unlike me, she’d gradually abandoned her attempts at engaging him. The unanswered questions, the blank stares, the silence, it was all too painful” (367). Unlike his wife, Amir feels that he cannot stop attempting to engage Sohrab, because he feels he is to blame for Sohrab’s condition. At the end of the novel, Amir has stopped seeking redemption for what he did to Hassan and instead is seeking redemption for what he has done to

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