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Reflection On Religion

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Religion has been an issue consuming my thoughts. Ever since I attended a Catholic private school for a year I thought about religion on-and-off. I wavered and debated on the legitimacy of religion. I also factored in its various pro’s and con’s as a social institution. Since then I have come to terms with myself and my beliefs on religion; viewing religion as a tool for self improvement.
Foremost, I have always been a skeptic. Even at a young age I did not believe my parents when they tried introducing things like the Easter Bunny or Santa Clause. They seemed too unrealistic for me to believe without any sort of solid evidence. Religion, on the other hand, was different as I did not think anything of it until it was put into perspective. It was not until I attended a Catholic elementary school for one year that I realized I was born into a Catholic family. I did not choose to be a Catholic. It was indoctrinated into me to go to church once a week for as long as I could remember. As I was only an elementary student I dismissed the train of thought and did not think much of it. Afterall, I was a mere child and I knew enough to know that I knew very little.
Needless to say I could not simply dismiss unanswered questions. I eventually kept coming back to the issue of “Why am I Catholic?” The generic answers I got from asking the question “Why?” were “That's why it's called faith.” or “It's written in the Bible.” Dismissing the fact that it does not require evidence because of faith was simply not enough for me. In addition, a class I took in high school introduced several ideas: religion is a man-made institution, it was introduced to control the masses, and the Bible has been modified through time and is not an accurate representation of what actually happened centuries ago. First, the idea that religion is a man-made construct to deal with the unknown and explain the unexplainable casted a shadow of doubt on my religious conviction. In addition the concept that religion was used as to control the masses, for example Christianity through the Ten Commandments and fear of divine retribution if you violate them, seemed justified with the fear of a wrathful God. Finally, the Bible being

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