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Sonny's Blues Reflection

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While reading the story “Sonny’s Blues” by James Baldwin I could not help but think about my own brother while growing up. From a very young age I always felt as though it was my job to keep him safe and on the right path. We did everything together, played sports, played board games, watched television, we even had some of the same friends. Sometimes I felt more like a second mom to him than his older sister. My brother, Jonathon, and my home life was different than Sonny’s and his brother. We grew up in a nice house in a safe neighborhood. Drugs or alcohol were never a part of our lives, our parents were divorced. We lived with my mom full time. She worked nights and slept during the day in order to pay the bills. Our mom always made sure we had what we needed, but not necessarily what we wanted. We played by ourselves most days, and were home alone at night a lot. The two of us spending most of our time together and alone grew the responsibility of me taking care of my younger brother. I taught him how to do laundry, I made him dinner, helped him with his homework, made sure he went to bed on time, and got him up for school in the morning. Taking care of my brother felt like a full time job most days. Just like in the book the responsibility of taking care of my younger brother for most of my life felt more like a burden than an honor, …show more content…

Similar to how sports play a huge role in my brother’s life. Jazz music in a sense is what got Sonny back from the downward life he was in. Although Jonathon never did drugs we did lose him for a while. He started hanging out with a different group of friends. He started getting into trouble, getting bad grades, and skipping school. He lost the spark that would light up any room. I was sad for a long time because it felt like I lost my brother until he joined the football team. Once he joined the team it was like he felt whole again. The love for the game brought his smile

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