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Stereotypes And Obeying Habits

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Can you imagine How uncomfortable is to walk around hiding them? Thinking of what other what may say about you. The fact that you have to be surrender by people that have no idea how you feels and they make jokes about you in front of other or punish you for doing something that you don’t have control over. Sometimes I have to hide myself so I can do it without been seeing, clearly I knew that this habit was bad, but was the only way to escape from my anxiety and seeing and hearing others criticizing me was worse and make me feel my anxious. I didn’t socialize much while I was growing up therefore never came across with anybody else with the same habit, for many years I have the weird impression that I was crazy or a least different from …show more content…

Another issue was the fighting to eliminate this habit, you trying everything in your power to find another distraction that allows you to forget it. There were days where I could believe that almost have the issue under control however there something that make me doing it again. It took me many years trying hard to eliminate that problem no because of my real desire, but more due to the pressure of others. Specially family member that sometimes I was hating worse than a real enemy, just because they was thing it was good to tell me all kind stuff so I stop doing what they’re believing it was bad for me . I try to substitute one habit with another but nothing works for me, the more I was trying more anxious was become. It is extremely hard to quick a habit, people has no idea specially if is something you been doing all the time and you don’t think is bad at …show more content…

Now there I’m with this horrible habit trying to hide because people are looking at me. How I supposed to act now? How should I do? How can I control my impulse? Or can I continue my bad habit like nothing is happening? Now I realized that I have to find way to quit this habit , because I was feeling embarrassing as a person , as a female don’t look cute or sexy. Therefore I was time to eliminate this that has taking so much control over me. One time some came to me and told that I was too pretty to be doing that, to look at myself how cute Morenita I was, to please keep myself busy all the time and eventually my bad habits will disappear. That person didn’t know the tremendous effect of those words , listen to this person make me realized that it was harder for me to quick my bad habits ,because I didn’t have a person to bring out the good things about me, instead everybody was just judging . Since that particular day I didn’t feel the same level of

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