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The Absolutely True Diary Of A Part-Time Indian

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Young adults in this day and age will attempt to live up to society's expectations. They will spend money on expensive items or clothes, just so they can fit in with today's society. Young adults lie about themselves and to themselves, in the process of trying to figure out where they belong. This is what the main character, Junior, battles with throughout the book. In the novel, The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian, by Sherman Alexie, Junior faces an internal struggle of trying to figure out where he belongs. This internal struggle he is dealing with causes him to lie about himself to others and it confuses him, he doesn’t know where he belongs, in the White community or the Reservation. Also it causes him to be accused of "betraying" …show more content…

He explains, "And since the kids and parents at Reardan thought I had a lot of money, I did nothing to change their minds... I figured it wouldn’t do me any good if they knew I was dirt poor" (119). He also said, "Yeah, so I pretended to have a little money... I pretended to be middle class. I pretended I belonged" (119). Junior has the mindset of thinking that if he is himself around his peers then he won't be accepted. However this is false, you can't belong to a place that doesn't accept you for who you are, because you don’t belong there! Junior is struggling so much to find acceptance that he lies. He goes through this struggle just to realize that his classmate accept him even if he's poor. In addition Junior, states, "If you let people into your life a little bit, they can be pretty damn amazing (129)". Friends and family can make you feel belonged and that’s exactly what Junior needs, he doesn’t need to lie to feel belonged, that’s what he learns after the truth of being poor is out. This connects to the author's message of identity. It connects because Junior is seeking a place where he belongs, and where he belongs is a place that accepts him for his …show more content…

Junior says, "They call me an apple because they think I'm red on the outside and white on the inside" (132). Also, Gordy says, "Ah, so they think you're a traitor" (132). Junior is already feeling like he has a split personality, but the people on the Reservation are taking the situation further then it is. The people on the Reservation think that Junior is a traitor for leaving his home and going to school with white people. In other words finding hope for a better education. This doesn’t make Junior's struggle of finding a place he belongs in any easier. He feels neglected by his own people, more than usual. Now, he truly feels like he doesn’t belong. So how will he find a place he belongs when he is being neglected in both school and the Reservation, he doesn’t know. This connects to Alexie's message about identity, because when you are trying to figure out your identity, people will get in your way to distract and discourage you. Same as when Junior is trying to find out where he belongs, the people in the Reservation got in his way and discouraged him a little, to make him feel bad about

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