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The Growth of Lily and Her Painting in "To The Lighthouse" Essay

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Lily Briscoe is working on a painting throughout the book To The Lighthouse. She does not want anyone to see her painting and considers throwing it to the grass when someone walks by (Woolf 17-18). Other characters in the book seem to have different opinions about her painting. Mrs. Ramsay, William Bankes, and Charles Tansley all have differing views about Lily’s painting. While showing her painting to William Bankes, Lily realizes that she doesn’t like it. During Mrs. Ramsay’s dinner party, Lily realizes what she needs to do to fix her painting but doesn’t until the end of the story. The painting itself grows and changes throughout the book, just as Lily grows and changes as a person as she lives her life (Woolf 102). The …show more content…

Lily herself feels “her own inadequacy, her insignificance” (Woolf 19). It is difficult for Lily to accurately transfer the scenes that she saw onto her canvas. “It was in that moment’s flight between the picture and her canvas that the demons set on her who often brought her to the verge of tears and made this passage from conception to work as dreadful as any down a dark passage for a child” (Woolf 19). Charles Tansley’s words, “women can’t paint, women can’t write...” (Woolf 48) echo in Lily’s head, causing her to further doubt her ability and whether or not her painting will be accepted. Charles Tansley represents some of the views of women during that period of time. Many men believed that women could not write or create art (Woolf 48). Lily believes that “it [her painting] was bad, it was bad, it was infinitely bad!” (Woolf 48). She is very insecure and fearful of the opinions of others about her painting. Her insecurities about her painting are a reflection of her insecurities about herself. When Mr. Ramsay nearly overturns her easel, Lily is very worried that he or someone else might see it: “And that was what Lily Briscoe could not have endured” (Woolf 17). By allowing someone to see her painting, she would have allowed someone to see her. By hiding her painting from the world, she was also hiding herself from the world since her painting is a representation of herself and her insecurities. Because of her fear of the possibility

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