preview

A Journal Without A Beginning

Better Essays

Introduction “A journal without a beginning would certainly not be very interesting,” the self-aware Emily Beeler Fletcher noted as she began her first journal on May 11th, 1863. Mrs. Beeler Fletcher would continue to be self-aware as she wrote three other journals that spanned from May 1863 to February 1870. She chastises herself throughout the journals for not writing consistently or in beautiful phrasing. She notes that she started these journals to both improve her writing and to help her remember events that happen in her life. This goal, stated from the beginning, reflects her determination to do everything to the best of her ability for she had a reputation to uphold. This ideology will also inform her philanthropic work during and after the Civil War as a typical higher class woman in Indianapolis. Family Background Emily Beeler was the daughter of Joseph and Hannah Matthews, and her family was wealthy enough for her father to will 160 acres to her. Beeler brought this land with her to her marriage. Emily Beeler married into the already prominent Fletcher family of Indianapolis on September 18th, 1849 when she married Calvin Fletcher Jr. Here journals begin 14 years after her marriage. The couple had five children, two of whom died in infancy. The children’s deaths weighed heavily on Mrs. Fletcher, and she commemorated her son “Beebee” on his birthday, May 5th, mentioning this day specifically in two journals. She also begins her journals discussing all of

Get Access