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An Analysis Of Annie Dillard 's An American Childhood

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Religion in An American Childhood
Recalling her adolescence through the memoir, An American Childhood, Annie Dillard displays the impact of religion on her development. Although her family immerses themselves in knowledgeable literature, including, “Life of the Mississippi” (6) and “The Field Book of Ponds and Streams” (81), they maintain a passive relationship with religion. Observing her parents disinterest in theology, Dillard diverges from traditional Anglo-Christian beliefs and instead embraces science. While Dillard sporadically discusses theology, when she does, it is in a manner like a hunter, precisely articulating thought provoking bullets which dissect religion’s flaws. Nevertheless, Dillard’s distaste for “torpid conformity” …show more content…

Although Dillard continues a belief in the Deity, her questioning challenges God’s omniscience and omnipotence in regards to his goodness. God, imagined by the youthful Annie Dillard, must be held negligent if he remains all-powerful, all-knowing, and despite this, allows for atrocities to occur. Inspired by her wartime study, Dillard queries ”why did the innocents die in the camps, and why do they starve in the cities and the farms?” (228) Reading The Problem of Pain, Dillard shakily concludes that “pain is God’s megaphone” (228), a device to direct a fallen humanity. Despite Dillard’s dubious stance on divine morality, nature fulfills her desire to explore God’s creation without the pitfalls of traditional theology. Nature, contrasting the innate hypocrisy of the church, provides Dillard the opportunity to dichotomize human religion and God’s creation. Moreover, Dillard’s fervor for discovery draws her to analyze the cosmos. Recalling her earliest memories, Dillard writes “I could see, even on my own skin, the joined trapezoids of dust specks God had wetted and stuck with his spit the morning he made Adam from dirt” (XX). While Dillard struggles to fully accept christian religion, the Church, the physical manifestation of Christ’s call for community, drives the adolescent Annie Dillard’s alienation from the christian community. Although she is inherently inquisitive towards the realm of science, in her early years, Dillard struggles to develop interest in the

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