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Analysis Of Lucy Grealy's Essay

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Lucy Grealy talks about her fourteen year old self, and how working at the stable of Diamond D and conducting pony parties has created an uncomfortable environment for her. She explains that she has gone through chemo therapy and half of her jaw is missing, giving her an unusual, but a distinctive look. She states that as her hair grew longer, she would use it to her advantage to hide her face, like a curtain. She knew people would stare, and that meant everything to her. Validation meant a lot, she depended on it. Especially during the times when pony parties are hosted, children would forget about the ponies and instantly have their attention on her. Grealy then states that she actually enjoyed her time with the horses however, because she felt that they were better at understand her as a person. …show more content…

As she interacted with other children, paranoia had grew, as she thought that any type of comment amount them is aimed towards her and the way she looked. Of course some of it was true, as some of the the children did stare and laughed. She later blames it on the lack of money that her family had. It was the root of all the unhappiness that surrounds her. It didn’t help that she was diagnosed with cancer, an expensive illness, which of course Grealy saw the bills and causing her parents to fight. She blamed it on herself. She was envious of rich and healthy children, she was hurt by their parents that saw them as danger. She ends the story with her being photographed for examination, and how she would’ve have liked an alternative photo of her and a pony just like the other

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