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it's been exactly two weeks, four days, six hours and fifty-two minutes since i tried to off myself.

it's been exactly a week, four days, six hours and fifty-two minutes since i've been admitted into the hell you would call an asylum.

i'm in a fucking mental hospital, locked up, with chains, to a bed like i'm actually crazy. can you believe that?

hell, if my grandma had anything to say about it, she would be having me chained all my life and have my forehead tattooed with the word 'crazy' in big, black bold letters.

i hate that bitch.

again, tugging at the cuffs that were tightly around my wrists, i blow out a deep breath. this is bullshit. this is bullshit and i will not stand for it.

my stomach grumbled for food and my wrists began …show more content…

i had to get out of here.

"you don't know you're beautiful, oh, oh, that's what makes you beautiful."

"for the love of the big man up fucking stairs, shut up!"

my loud voice was echoed throughout the tiny room and i almost felt bad when brunette turned around, her mouth formed into an 'o' and her hazel eyes watering a bit. almost.

"well, aren't you a meanie?"

at the choice of words, my eyebrows furrowed together and i kept my hardened gaze on the girl. "what the fuck are you? five?"

"five and a half." the brunette replied cheekily.

my eyes rolled as i again tugged at the restrains, keeping them on the girls. just as she opened her mouth to belt out some more lyrics, i snap. "don't you fucking do it or i swear, i swill smother you in your sleep."

the brunette only smiled as she walked closer to ellie, tapping her nose, causing the red head to open her mouth and jerk her head forward to bite her finger. that only caused the young woman to laugh and mutter out a, "you're so cute."

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i expected it to be daisy but it was one of the nurses. she was carrying a tray with some fruits that caused my mouth to water and ache for it.

"you're up." the nurse, whos name tagged read as breyer said.

my eyes rolled. "yeah, no shit. you could be a little quieter before entering my room. thanks."

"sorry." no she wasn't. "i was requested to give you food. its fruit."

"whatever."

i could tell nurse whatever was getting pissed off with my attitude but again, i didn't care.

i was locked away like some animal and nobody gave a shit.

"a doctor will be in soon to take the restraints off and give you details about the meeting you will attend. enjoy your food."

i growled in anger, wanting to grab at the nurse and strangle her with my bare hands. this honestly couldn't be happening to me. i wasn't crazy. i don't need to go to meetings and all of this shit just because i tried to off myself.

i should be dead! not here!

i glared at the purely white wall, my hands reaching out to grab the toast, my head leaning down, stuffing it in my mouth, gulping it down once it was chewed up.

i hate

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