It took me longer than usual to start this essay, because I fell into a deep pit of self-doubt every time I tried. Whenever I start a personal piece about my childhood, my mind instantly becomes a hive of swirling thoughts in a cloud of static. No matter what I know to be true, the fear of having my mother discredit me severely impedes progress. I have known about Borderline Personality Disorder for some time, and I knew my estranged mother was diagnosed with it at one point, but I didn’t really start researching it until a friend lent me a copy of Surviving a Borderline Parent. Part of me was afraid if I learned more about it, I would only feel sympathy for her, and guilt for going no contact. As awful as it sounds, I was tired of trying to understand her, and I was over feeling guilty about her personal wounds. There was also a bigger part of me that was afraid of admitting my upbringing influenced my personality in such a strong way. On some level, I know she would take credit for any of it, the good and the bad, because that is her style. To admit that I was a self-defeatist, that I am intimately familiar with Impostor Syndrome, is to admit that all of her taunting was correct. I don’t live up to my potential, and I am afraid of success. Borderline Personality Disorder(BPD) is estimated to affect up to 5.9% of the U.S. population, with 75% being women; though it is believed more men may be undiagnosed or mistreated. Because of the lack of conversation surrounding
What is Borderline Personality Disorder? Defined by the website www.borderlinepersonalitydisorder.com, “Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental illness that causes unstable moods, behavior, and relationships. It usually begins during adolescence or early adulthood.” One may wonder what can be the cause of this disorder. BPD can be detected by an in-person interview about the symptoms that are occurring. The input from family and close friends of the individual that is being treated can also help detect the symptoms. The causes for BPD are not fully
Close relationships with borderlines are often associated with periods of idolization and devaluation. Also borderlines must be affected by unstable emotion experiences, anxiousness, fear of rejection or separation, and depression. Borderlines react instantly to anything that is presented to them, so they don’t think about their actions, and they are large risk takers. Lastly, they frequently express angry feelings, are angry and irritated at minor insults and their personality functioning is not because of drugs or injuries (Sarkis, 2011).
Borderline personality disorder is defined in its most simplest sense as being a mental health disorder that generates significant emotional instability. [1] In sufferers it generates a wide range of symptoms typically characterised into three groups; Problems regulating emotions and thoughts; impulsive behaviour without thinking of the consequences of actions; and lastly unstable relationships. Evaluating the most effective treatment(s) for BPD remains a target for mental health services as the disorder is associated with self harm and suicide attempts, with suicide attempts recorded in 69-80% of patients. [2]
Most patients of borderline personality disorder suffer from problems regulating emotions and thoughts, impulsive and reckless behavior, and unstable relationships with other people. People with this disorder have high rates of depression, anxiety, substance abuse, and eating disorders. Oftentimes, it leads to self-harm, and suicidal behaviors.
Nicholas Khoury Ms. Schechinger Intro to College Writing 6 August 2014 Quote Analysis “I was subject to fits of feeling myself unworthy…. It didn't take much to bring this sensation to life, along with the certainty that everybody but my mother saw through me and did not like what they saw” (Wolff 11).
9.6 percent of the United States population have a mental disorder and 1.6 percent have borderline personality disorder. Borderline personality disorder is a mental illness that shows symtoms of not being able to regulate emotional responses and moods, impacting self image, relationships and behavior (National Institute of Mental Health,2016). The National Institute of Mental Health states that borderline personality disorder is experienced in a person when they are overwhelmed with emotions in the cognitive functioning. Symptoms of a person with borderline personality disorder could include explosive amount of anger, depression, and anxiety. People with borderline personality disorder could also have other mental disorders such as mood
Abstract: This paper will discuss the causes and psychological impact of borderline personality disorder. It will also talk about how to treat those impacted by borderline personality disorder.
“Personality disorders have been documented in approximately 9 percent of the general U.S. population” (Angstman, Rasmussen, 2011). Emotional dysregulation disorder or its common name borderline personality disorder is a very serious and chronic disorder. The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders Fourth Edition (DSM-IV) describes borderline personality disorder as “a pervasive pattern of instability of interpersonal relationships, self-image, and affects, and marked impulsivity that begins by early adulthood and is present in a variety of contexts” (Gardner, 2006). Within the last 20 years, psychologists and other mental health professionals have made tremendous strides in research on what exactly borderline personality disorder, some of its triggers and possible effective treatment options. Borderline personality disorder is defined as a disorder that generates severe emotional instability which can be a springboard that can lead to other stress induced mental and behavioral problems.
Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious and complex mental disorder involving maladaptive behaviors and multiple symptoms. This disorder often occurs in the context of relationships and can have a chaotic effect not only on the individual with BPD but also on their loved ones. According to the NIMH, “borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental illness characterized by unstable moods, behavior, and relationship”.9 A primary character of BPD is behavioral and emotional dysregulation. These behaviors are difficult
Regrettably, people with borderline have an extremely high rate of suicide. Most commonly, it will be family member's that are trying to manage these behaviors, causing psychological trauma. In other cases, there can be feelings of guilt and responsibility. Many parents of BPD will feel guilty about the development of their own child's mental illness, blaming themselves for something out of their control. Also, the members aren't sure where their responsibility lies concerning the ill.
First off, what is borderline personality disorder? Borderline personality disorder is a serious mental disorder marked by a pattern of ongoing instability in moods, behavior, self-image and functioning (Borderline Personality Disorder, 2016). I wanted to know what symptoms of BPD are and Patient A stated, “symptoms of BPD are impulsive actions or behaviors, really unhealthy relationships, it’s all or nothing, there can be no in the middle with relationships, feeling alone or isolated, feeling empty, always being afraid of being abandoned, and mood swings,” (A, 2016). When researching symptoms of BPD, a lot of what Patient A said came up. I wanted to know more about being afraid of abandonment and having unhealthy relationships so I did a little digging. Patient A described her relationships as being ‘all or nothing.’ When I asked her to explain, she said that all of her relationships were very close and personal relationships. She does not want or even know how to have a relationship with someone that is more of an acquaintance relationship. She feels like those types of relationships are superficial
Likewise, the author read that Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is described as instability in interpersonal relationship, self-image and mood, a fast fluctuation between emotional states, impulsive behaviour and an inclination towards self-harm and suicidal thinking (NICE 2009).
Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) affects about 4% of the general population, and at least 20% of the clinical psychiatric population. (Kernberg and Michels, 2009) In the clinical psychiatric population, about 75% of those with the disorder are women. BPD is also significantly heritable, with 42-68% of the variance associated
Symptoms of Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) include a pervasive pattern of instability of interpersonal relationships, self-image, and affects, and is marked impulsivity. BPD begins in early adulthood and is present in a variety of contexts. Alice Klieg displays 6 of
I sat in the back corner of the classroom. The few feet that separated me from my classmates seemingly stretched for miles. The loud rumblings of conversation echoing throughout the room surrounded me, words being muffled into incoherent gibberish by my own social insecurities. I was alone, class after class and day after day. It`s not so much that I didn’t have the ability to speak or talk to people, but I was so afraid of doing the wrong thing or getting a bad response. Every step, every word, and every action I made, I was excessively self-critical about. I believed that if I didn`t do everything perfectly, someone would point it out and make fun of me or chastise me for being the “weird” only child. Adversely, I would also become upset over the actions or words that I wished I had done or said. No matter what I did or didn’t do, I was never happy with myself.