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Darabold's Monologue

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It has been two years since my last episode by the name of Jackson. I feel so lost in my position for that relationship. Love can make you do and say the craziest things. It will even make you feel so courageous. Yes, he had the best of me; although, it brought out the worst in me. I must have danced to his every song and played his every game. Not knowing that at anytime this could or would be our last time to laugh, to dance, or sleep together. I gave so much and he took ALL and so much more. Still… I blame nobody but myself. All the ranting and raving to prove a point…. He only did what he was allowed. He wasn’t pressured or pulled to. I activated my words to cultivate all the flames that ignited between us; however, Darold is nothing short …show more content…

Wherever we go, he makes it his business to let others know who I am. He has great manners, a high esteem for me just as he does his mother and a grand respect for his father. I tell you…IT IS SEXY! Darold, since our last conversation, two years ago, has certainly lived up to his expectations. He gives good love and we are always out on the town, even on the weekends; none of which Jackson did unless we were accompanied by a third party. There’s so much difference in a man who is into you versus a man that has to be ruled by society on what a woman should be…as Jackson was always a distraction. Yes…the women were there to pick from; but I always thought I had it going on because I was the chosen one. But little did I know I was his victim; I was the victim of his egoism, womanizing, lies, and his deception. I played all the roles I needed to because I always said, “What I won’t do, another one would”. I took that phrase straight to the pit of my soul; therefore, I played the field, I made the game, I was even “picked” for the team. I coasted like I was on cruise control of his favorite car. Let it be known though I played myself. I knew better because I was better. I stood for more than

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