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Dorian Gray Loss Of Innocence

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Time and time again the confrontations between Dorian Gray and his true nature causes Dorian to change his personality almost instantly. During his first confrontation of his true nature of innocence with Lord Henry, “Then had come Lord Henry Wotton with his strange panegyric on youth, his terrible warning of it brevity. That had stirred him at the time, and now. As he stood gazing at the show of his own loveliness, the full reality of the description flashed across him. Yes there would be a day when his face would be wrinkled and wizen, his eyes dim and colourless, the grace of his figure broken and deformed.” (Wilde 25) . When Dorian states his intrigue on the word “youth” and his emotions as described by “stirred him”. It supports the fact …show more content…

One of these, checks back into reality, events is Dorian Gray reflection of his past, “‘Years ago, when I was a boy,’ said Dorian Gray, crushing the flower in his hand, ‘[Basil] met me, flattered me, and taught me to be vain of my good looks. One day you introduced me to a friend of yours. Who explained to me the wonder of youth, and you finished a portrait of me that revealed to me the wonder of beauty. In a mad moment, that, even now, I don’t know whether I regret or not, I made a wish, perhaps you would call it a prayer…’ ” (131). The evidence that Dorian is reflecting on his actions are determined by the past tense of the words “taught”, “even now”, “One day” and the “ed” suffixes of the words “finished” and “revealed”. Dorian shows signs of recognition of his true nature in the words “mad”, “regret”, and “vain”. By using these words it means that Dorian has somewhat processed his true nature and that he is recognizing who he is and who he was. This confrontation of himself shows the relationship between the influences of his true self and how it made him who he is even though he doesn’t know if he will regret it. These encounters of his ego are also displayed in the longing for his past, “He felt a wild longing for the unstained purity of his boyhood--his rose-white boyhood, as Lord Henry had once called it. He knew that he had tarnished …show more content…

A moment where Dorian does face his true self is looking at the dead body of Basil, “There was blood on the painted feet, as though the thing had dripped-- blood even on the hand that hod not held the knife. [...] Yet it was his duty to confess, to suffer public shame, and to make public atonement. There was a God who called upon men to tell their sins to earth as well as to heaven. Nothing that he could do would cleanse him till he had told his own sin” (183). His confrontation of his deeds is denoted by religious words such as “sin”, “god” and “duty”. The inward reflection of his deeds is also shown by possessive words such as the “his” in “his duty” and “own” in “his own sin”. Dorian acknowledges his deeds and true nature as this shows how his evaluating his true self makes him confront what he has done. As Dorian tries to forget his deeds as denoted by the word “cleanse” himself, his true nature still influences who he is and weighs down on his decisions. The weight of these decisions is “to suffer public shame” and “public atonement”. The next time Dorian confronts his past is right after the suicide of Sibyl Vane where he states “ ‘So I have murdered Sibyl Vane,‘ said Dorian Gray, half to himeself--’murdered her as surely as if I had cut her little throat with a knife’ [...] when she played so badly, and my heart almost broke. She had explained it all to me [...] But I was not

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