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I also renewed ads in familiar underground B&D papers. Calls started coming in immediately for private sessions and questions about the play-parties and fantasy theatre! In addition, I was still receiving calls from men who wanted an interview-consultation with me for the purpose to inquire about becoming a slave in service to me. In 1991, a letter was submitted to me by a sincere submissive named Bob, who I had interviewed and qualified to be in service to me that year. This letter, typed on a typewriter, will explain one man's experience growing up and show how and why he feels he became submissive. The letter below was a tell-all confession. I have had hundreds of men pour out their hearts and inner most secrets to me after a session …show more content…

Never happened but I was taken into my mother's bed and slept with her until I was thirteen years of age. Looking back I wonder if I was fondled but my mind blacks this out but the following I remember for sure. Fourteen years old, almost fifteen, my mother's nineteen year old maid came in my room and raped me. I knew nothing about sex and was devastated and felt ashamed. She kept using me on a regular basis and her demands increased to the point that I was frightened of her. She would whack my buttocks if I wasn't going fast enough to satisfy her and make me do all kinds of things, and fearing her I complied. This went on for three years and I know now that she and my mother had conspired to do this to me to keep me home and away from other women. I was not allowed to date all through high school. I feel now that I was being abused and dominated, completely controlled but felt powerless at the time to do anything. Did not know who to turn to. After high school I spent four years in the navy. When I came out I married and found myself , due to my upbringing, again being controlled and dominated by an aggressive lady. I felt my place was to please in any way possible. Again submissive. My nature was formed by every woman in my life. After my divorce, I had a hard time communicating with every day ladies. Finally I answered an ad from a professional, practicing mistress and had my first session with her and

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