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High Anxiety With Mixed Emotions

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Being deployed through Matterhorn caused high anxiety with mixed emotions. The soldiers you become family with and you learn that the higher ranking officers are not your friends or family. The racial problems are brought from home to the jungle and even though you fight side by side with these attitudes, a worry of trouble erupting in your own company is a constant. We are taken through the Vietnam War encountering the entire struggle, heartache, and gripping physical and mental pain from the deployed soldiers barely old enough to obtain a driver’s license. The plans placed on paper constituting plans of attack are not sufficient for the current war zone and the colonel whom is nowhere near just wants the men to keep going no matter what the cost. The goal of the directing rank is to keep the body count of the Vietnamese high and they are not against turning reported probables into confirmed numbers. Marlantes insight into Matterhorn was appalling; the men were treated with the utmost disrespect when it came to their basic needs. The lack of resupply, “FAC-man, the company’s enlisted forward air controller, has once again not been able to talk a resupply chopper down through the clouds, so this had been the fourth day without resupply,” limited the men from functioning properly. The men who had been injured were holding on to hope that a medivac would come. To me this is completely unacceptable. These men were sent to Vietnam to fight a war they did not start

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