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High School Reflection Paper

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As the class of 2018 works towards their last months of high school, those who have aspirations to attend college will spend these last few months filling out endless applications, finding schools to take the SAT or ACT, and putting the machine that high school has forced us to become on overdrive. We will look back at all the long night and countless homework assignments that overlapped our obstacles. For some, the struggles encouraged them to quit trying. For others, the struggles provoked them. For the select few, the struggles are the reason we chose to strive. High School arrived like an unexpected package at my doorstep. I had regressed into the familiar state of grievance due to the losses of my biological mother and brother, but high school showed up offering a new chapter to my life. As my year proceeded, I began to be bullied. This, along with the grieving process, threw me into a depression that followed alongside with anxiety. People told me I was strong, but since they had no clue that I actually didn’t feel as strong as they were saying, I decided I needed expectations. These expectations included ideas such as making good grades and speeding of the grieving process. I dove into my studies and conformed to the mechanic ways high school administrators inconspicuously advises us to become. I didn’t realize focusing solely on school meant further deteriorating my mental health. In my home, my mom and dad brought my future to light. My mom, in particular,

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