One of the many reoccurring Holdenisms (a word that Holden the main character in Catcher in the Rye repeats a lot) is “I feel sorry…” or he expresses sorrow towards another person. Holden is a wealthy depressed teenage boy from New York living his days out in many boarding schools back in the 1950s. The title Catcher in the Rye relates to Holden’s feelings of longing to be the catcher in the rye by “saving” children. But in reality he is the one needing to be saved and he is still a child barely getting close to adulthood. His statements of feeling sorry has correlations to Holden not being able to help others even if they aren't asking or seem to need help. Holden Caulfield before being the catcher in the rye for others needs to be his …show more content…
After that incident Holden grew up fast it was not helpful that he was set in a boarding school environment surrounded by other influences of teenage boys. After he Ally’s death he breaks all the windows in his garage. I think that he meant that to release the grief and anger, but he was sent in a downward spiral to trouble. Holden is sorry for his older brother D.B. who supposedly is a prostitute in Hollywood meaning he sold himself to write for big companies, so his creative juices have halted and formed into a uniformed generic cliche script. I believe this cold and sorriness towards his older brother is the fact that he could not stop him from getting bought by Hollywood producers and that the change that was occurring amiss Holden was unstoppable because he thought so greatly of …show more content…
Like for Ackley his “friend” at Pencey. Ackley as annoying as he was he made Holden feel better about himself both as a catcher in the rye and self esteem wise. Holden’s first act of being a catcher in the rye was later on in the book with Phoebe. Phoebe was this prized possession to him as I believed Ally once was. Holden was normal around Phoebe. Phoebe was the light behind the clouds in Holden sheltered depressing world. Holden was the catcher in the rye for Phoebe. He felt an urge to keep her innocence ,like in the scene in the museum when the word fuck was written on the walls he was upset because he didn't want Phoebe to come and see the word that he hated. I think Phoebe made Holden realize his issues. He returned home to fix himself for her, so he could her catcher in the rye more like he was unable to be the one for Ally. He saw a kind hearted, intelligent, innocence in both Ally and Phoebe which is the whole turning point in his book. Ally the old and Phoebe the
While Holden undergoes hardships and fears of the adult world, his heroic characteristics slowly reveal. Holden often thinks everyone is phony because of his loneliness in life. During the conversation with Mr. Spencer, Holden asserts “Game, my ass. Some game. If you get on the side…Nothing. No game”(Salinger 8). From the beginning of the story Holden commented on the game of life, testifying his true feelings of isolation and unfortunate contradicting his identity as the son of an intellectual lawyer, having access to a favorable education, and immense wealth. In addition, Holden also encounters a rough relationship with both men and woman, as seen in the text, Holden got in a fight with his amorous and arrogant roommate Stradlater, then another conflict with the deal of the prostitute Sunny. However, the death of Holden’s beloved brother Allie clearly framed an abhorrent impact on him. As evidence from the book where Holden portrayed his behavior after realizing the death of Allie, “I slept in the garage that night he died…just for the hell of it.”(Salinger 39). The effect was undoubtedly painful and fearful, that led Holden into a depressive break down state, and it may have altered Holden’s concept of getting along with others.
In the beginning of Catcher in the Rye, Holden was extremely selfish and didn’t ever consider other people’s opinions and how they might feel. As the story has gone he has continued to move along he has failed to realize that not all people are phony and mean. He goes on the date and as they are going in to a cab he thinks, “I sort of hated old Sally by the time we got into the cab, after listening to phony Andover bastard for about ten hours” (140). Holden is trying to be friends with Sally, but realizes that it’s not going over well. Holden is beginning to realize that the people he is trying to be friends with are not working out for him because he does not allow himself to blend with people. He is getting himself deeper into isolation and
Holden’s immaturity causes him many problems throughout the story. Although he is physically mature, he acts more like a child. “All of a sudden I
Holden's disconnection from his family and friends causes an isolation that then leads to the deep depression expressed in the novel as “his great fall”. Sending him to boarding school portrays the physical and emotional distance that Holden faces with his parents. After the death of his younger brother it is implied that Holden displayed the tendencies of a distraught teneager. By “flunking four subjects and not applying myself and all.(6))” Yet instead of dealing with the issues of their problematic son they instead choose to send him away to boarding school as a means of not having to have that problem. Holden is so far disconnected from his parents emotionally and physically that it becomes a sure fire way for him to lead the life of a
Holden announces that “I felt so damn happy all of a sudden, the way old Phoebe kept going around and around” (Salinger 213). He starts crying on the bench when he understands that Phoebe is growing up and he cannot be her Catcher in the Rye to protect her innocence because that would most likely cause more harm than good. That realization makes him ecstatic because he no longer feels as if he is carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders as he is able to see that all children will eventually fall out of innocence into adulthood. On the other hand, Holden feels his own loss of innocence as he shares an innocent moment with Phoebe who remains clueless to the harsh reality of life but he is now able to accept that loss and the change to come. Ultimately, Holden does not feel as if he has to continue alienating himself from society because he feels the obligation to be part of it as well. During this moment, the rain mirrors his tears of joy which are helping to wash away the mistakes of the past and bringing growth for renewal and this acceptance to moving forward allows him to seek the necessary help. A third way that Holden grows and obtains maturity in The Catcher in the Rye is when he no longer denies
This character is going to tell it like it is, and he does. The most powerful emotional standpoint in the story is when Holden goes to his sister’s elementary school to deliver her a note. While he is there, he discovers two words scribbled on the wall. “Fuck you.” Most people would look at that and think nothing of it. Some would bow their heads in shame at the person who thought it was funny. Others might laugh. Not Holden. He did not think about the normal persons response to the note. He thought about the child’s response. About how a little kid is going to see that seemingly meaningless phrase and wonder what it means; about how some dirty kid would explain what it meant; and about the person who wrote it and how they are destroying the childhood of everyone who reads the ‘harmless’ graffiti. This section takes the reader to the door of Holden’s mind. It is at this point that one truly understands his emotions.
The concept of being a child who was glorified by his mother at a young age, and who was flat out just spoiled, gives context to Holden 's inability to deal with issues on his own, reflecting on his social skills and behavior challenges.(Yardley) So when Holden 's younger brother Allie passes away his initial reaction is to break the windows because he doesn’t know how else to deal with these types of issues. This aggressive reaction that Holden takes is understandable, but at the same time unnecessary; most kids would deal with the loss of a loved one by seeking comfort from others, but in this situation Holden no longer had his mother to pamper him because they were busy grieving the loss as well. Leaving Holden Caulfield alone.( Irving 84)
Holden continues to be upset with the world for his problems after his brother dies. He does not take responsibility for his actions at home. When Holden’s brother first passed away he became very violent. “... I was only thirteen, and they were going to have me psychoanalyzed and all, because I broke all the windows in the garage. I don’t blame them. I really don’t. I slept in the garage the night he died,and I broke all the goddam windows with my fist, just for the hell of it…”(Salinger 39). Holden chooses to take his anger out on the windows because he is depressed that he has lost his little brother. Many children resort to violence when they have lost someone very close to them. According to Cruse Bereavement Care Website depending on the child’s age and level of comprehension of what has happened, it can be hard for them to understand their emotions show how they feel. This website shows that Holden’s
Holden’s alienation is a result of how he wants to avoid the problems in his life and how he doesn 't want to acknowledge them.This character of a brooding adolescent is created to show the physical effects of events in his life. Throughout the chapters he frequently refers to the hardships in his life.These hardships include his brother’s death at a young age, his intimacy issues, and inability to form healthy relationships.Holden’s innocent manner therefore is caused by the impression that his brother’s death left on him.His unknown sense of identity has subsequently made him feel detached from his own family. As his elder brother and younger sister are considerably successful,Their successes have made the recently kicked out Holden feel
Holden is literally about to crash. Near the beginning and the end of the novel, Holden cant keep himself in the same school for very long, mostly because he never applies himself in his classes, for example holden says in the book: “they kicked me out. I wasn’t supposed to come back after Christmas vacation, on account I was flunking four subjects and not applying myself at all”,(4) holden is obviously aware of his flunking and still doing nothing about his failures within the classes he has taken. Many times in the novel we see Holden lie multiple times throughout the book. At one point in the book Holden even realizes he is a compulsive liar claiming "I'm the most terrific liar you ever saw in your life"(16) Holden almost seems proud of himself for being such a great liar.
Holden has experienced clusters of severe trauma throughout his entire life. His brother Allie died of Leukemia a few years ago and Holden was so upset that he punched all of the windows out in his garage that night. Neither Holden, nor his family have yet to deal with the loss of Allie, which clearly affected Holden very much. Also Holden was a witness to James Castle’s suicide at a private school that he once attended. James Castle had been bullied and could no longer handle the situation, so he resorted to suicide by hurling himself out of a building window and falling to his death. Although Holden was not incredibly close with James Castle, he was still affected deeply by the sight of the incident.
Holden is remembering how he was when he was younger and seeing how much he has changed, and his overall depressed attitude towards everything suggests that he isn’t happy how he has
Holden acts as a hypocrite at times because he tries to act like an adult by swearing, smoking, and drinking, but he truly doesn't act like a grown up because he can’t accept the reality of his brother being dead. His refusal of adult life is rooted to the death of his
This portrays that Holden is tired of running away and wants to be loved and taken care of. Holden desperately needs support at a time like this when he is so mentally unstable and needs to be in an environment with his family. This shows a slight change in Holden because before he wanted nothing to do with his parents. Later in the book Holden plans to run away somewhere out west. He says,” …
Jerome David Salinger’s only novel, The Catcher in the Rye, is based on the life events shaping main character, Holden Caulfield, into the troubled teen that is telling the story in 1950. The theme of the story is one of emotional disconnection felt by the alienated teenagers of this time period. The quote, “ I didn’t know anyone there that was splendid and clear thinking and all” (Salinger 4) sets the tone that Holden cannot find a connection with anyone around him and that he is on a lonely endeavor in pursuit of identity, acceptance and legitimacy. The trials and failures that Holden faces on his journey to find himself in total shed light on Holden’s archenemy, himself.