With this letter, I also need to tell you to please take a moment to let go your worsts moments, the awful people, the toxic family members, the humiliation, the isolation, the blood, the hospitals, the agony. You're free now, let me take care of all that for you.
I am so sorry that you have to go through all this. As I was reading your letter I saw that you did not want to show any of your “pain” and or shout to Margot, Van Daan, Dussel and dad, I do not think that is the best of your ideas I feel that they should know how you feel. And tell them everything that they caused for you. Even if they do scream all the more. You shouldn't just go by how they feel about you when your quiet or when you talk. Honestly, I think they are just jealous of you. But there's something I have never told anyone but since I feel all of your pain.I haven't told anyone Ever. I feel that I can finally tell you what happened when I “disappeared” last year. Well, I never disappeared I was on a trip to California, well I had just gotten a job at a
I loved you more than I loved myself. Not even, I was in love with you, and you broke my heart by breaking it off between us without even blinking an eye. When I called you on the phone a couple hours later, you sounded like you absolutely hated me, and that hurt even more. (Don’t get me wrong, though. I’m not trying to sound like a victim. I’m sure you hurt or were hurting too.) We used to talk just about everyday for the past year or so. Not talking to you everyday is so strange. I don’t know what to do with myself half the time. Whenever something happens - whether good or bad - and want to run to tell you about it. I didn’t only lose my boyfriend, I also lost my real best friend, and my first real, true love. I really thought you were the one. After all, we were talking about going on a mini vacation by ourselves in the summer. You were supposed to come to my Abuela’s wedding and spend your 20th birthday with
How have you been? I hope life is going well. How is mom doing? Are you and her eating and sleeping well? I want to be very honest in this letter. Please do not tell mother what I am about to tell you. I don’t want to worry her. I don’t want to worry you too but you’re stronger than mom. What I am about to tell you please take it into consideration but also don’t worry as much.
Dear Abby, I am writing this letter for the things I can't make up, but wishing so badly I could. As we both know, no amount of words on this page can take away from the damage or hurt I caused but I wanted to start somewhere. I broke your heart and tore it into a million pieces, broke you down to a low point where you didn't feel loved or appreciated anymore. You loved me with all of your heart and I just took it for granted and threw it all back in your face, you trusted me more than anyone else before and now your level of trust is at an all time low, because of me. Yes, I still love you with every vein in my body and knowing you're hurt and in pieces over what I did fucking kills me, I've been such a let down and I regret it more than anything
Hello mom, it's been months since we last spoke. I figured this letter would be a good way to let you know how I am. My therapist also thinks it's a good, in a way it helps me deal with my emotions. It pains me that I have not seen the whole family in a long time, I miss them a lot. The matter-of-factness is that our last conversation didn't go over as well as it should have. I apologize for yelling.
I know I shouldn’t be writing you letters, but I can’t seem to help myself. Regardless of our past, your past, I still can’t say that I never loved you.
I am writing this letter to you so you know the things that happened before the summer of seventh grade. I am not expecting you to understand what I am writing to you. I hope you can take in as much information as you can. We have been friends since the second grade. I do not think you remember that. After the accident, I have been carrying this guilt inside of me. The only person that is making me carry this guilt is me. I want to first start off by saying that you were my first ever true friend. Despite our major differences, we somehow connected in a way that I have never connected with anyone before. Your family has treated me like my own family. Your sister and your mother treated me with such kindness, which is the factor that makes me
I appreciate the time you look reading the letter. It is important that you carefully think about my
I needed to write you this letter in order to apologize my mistakes over the last year. I recognize I have hurt you and for that I'm truly sorry. I know that you have given your all to make our marriage work and I took your love for granted. I'm responsible for not being the man and husband that I'm supposed to be and that you deserve. I can’t blame you with what you are feeling but I hope and pray you will give me a chance to rebuild your trust, love and affection for me and our marriage. There are no excuses for my mistakes and how I mistreated you. I would give anything to go back and undo it so you wouldn't have to go through the disappointment, pain and frustration. I accept that my words are empty unless they are backed
We all know I have no real capacity to write nice personal letters, so let this tone come off as somewhat irritated. You and I both know we’ll never be able to have a real relationship, even though you are dating my mom. Welp, onto the point of this letter. Your lack of argument analysis never ceases to amaze me. Argument after argument, no matter how well Im able to try and get my point across, Im always shut down; because in the end, you're always right, aren't you. Specifically how recently your reaction to me buying a computer, is only able to be compared to a tantrum. No matter the reasons I gave you, I was scoffed at, and looked down upon. Hopefully you can take something away from this letter so I no longer am forced to suffer your emotional and mental abuse.
If you’ve made it past the first paragraph, then you have already exceeded my expectations. I wanted to address what happened last night and some things that occurred before that. Also, please don’t try to blackmail, emotionally blackmail me, or threaten me with this letter. Since that is something you’ve done to me in the past.
It is difficult to even begin this letter, little sister, because I simply don’t know where to start. We have been through plenty of trials and tribulations - and I know very well how mature you are for your young age - but there remain some pieces of the story that you don’t know of. I am not here to tell you of them, but there are some things that are impossible to understand without an outside nudge, and I hope that in doing this you will come to accept the things I tell you, so that when certain pieces come to light, you may look upon it without pain.
You have been the best thing that has ever happened to me. I can’t put into words how grateful I am to have you in my life. I know my mother has already thanked you, but I want to thank you as well. Thank you for standing by me during one the hardest times in my life. For a couple of days in June, I felt that I couldn’t trust anyone. My life and my memories felt like a lie. I felt like I was drowning, and I didn’t have any opportunity to grasp for air and reach some level of stability. You brought me back to the surface. I wouldn’t have recovered as quickly as I did without your help. You provided me with so much support, I didn’t know what made me deserving of your kindness and love. You value me in ways I could have never imagined. I didn’t know what unconditional love