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My Anxiety Analysis

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The most significant challenge that I am currently still overcoming is my anxiety. It is something that I have lived with since elementary school and my entire life has been affected by it one way or another. However, rather than complain about it, I have learned to accept it and instead take pride in it; but to understand my current situation, it is important to reflect on my past. The second grade was the first evident exposure I had to my anxiety disorder. I vividly remember how my teacher would often call upon students to recite their reading journals, and the mere thought of me being called on would create anxiety. My anxiety progressively got better from that point on, until I reached the 7th grade, where I witnessed my anxiety worsen and become this …show more content…

In my freshman year of high school, I again saw my mental state decline with the introduction of a completely new school, with new people, and a completely new set of expectations. The first term of 9th grade is when I truly felt the toll that my anxiety was taking on my academics; receiving B’s as a straight A student in middle school certainly upset me. The addition of puberty into my life only perpetuated my problems, and as a perceived solution, I often found myself trying to be someone I was not for the sake of hiding my emotions from my peers. As a result, I often found myself very conflicted, and during my sophomore year, I decided to seek help. I proceeded to buy a book that related to anxiety and would vastly help me understand my problems. It also succeeded in planting the seeds for the future methods which I would attain in order to manage my mental problems, which would largely revolve around my struggle to find acceptance for my problems and imperfections. Junior year brought a much more difficult set of challenges, with the introduction of college an

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