My Experience On My Life

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All I could think of sitting at my desk at work was about the conversation me and my husband had the night before. I sat there staring at my computer screen wondering if it was the right thing to do, or was I just wasting my time on a hope long forgotten. The hours slowly ticked by, and everything I was working on with my customers and their loans were a blur. I couldn’t get that thought out of my head. It was eating away at me. This is something that I have wanted for a long time. I put it on hold for so long because I wanted to be the best wife and mother I could be. That’s just the thing though I thought. My wants, dreams, ambitions had all gone on hold for 10 years. Always there to support everyone else with theirs and never going …show more content…

“ I can see how miserable you have been lately. Even if I am not there I know you, and I know that you aren’t happy.” “ Don’t get me wrong ,” I said in a panic. “ I am so happy with our life and our family. I would never trade you or our daughter for anything this world could offer.” “ I know that silly,” he said and I smiled. “ I also know that when I met you you had so many goals and dreams. Dreams that you put on hold for me, and dreams that were put on hold for our daughter.” His voice got softer as he went on. “ You were this independent woman so strong, who wouldn’t let the devil himself stop you from getting where you wanted to be.” “over exaggerating as usual,” I said with a giggle. “ No its true my love. That is what made me fall in love with you in the first place. You didn’t need anybody to take care of you. You knew what you wanted in life, and were going after it.” He became quiet for a minute, and we sat there in silence. “ Than we fell in love, and decided to get married. We decided we wanted a family, and had our baby girl. I got stationed in Germany, and life just started moving so fast. Than before I know it 10 years has gone by and everything you wanted and all those goals you had had all been put on hold.” “Well it was for a good reason,” I replied. “Yes, you have taken such good care of our family. I don’t know where I would be if it weren’t for you, and your support. I just think I haven’t given you

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