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My Life Had Stood A Loaded Gun

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Jennifer Marie Martin
Mr. Raftery
AP English 3- Period 4
Gun or Woman?
Bogan posed the question, “Is this an allegory, and if so of what? Is it a cry from some psychic deep where good and evil are not to be separated?” Emily Dickinson’s “My Life had stood- a Loaded Gun” is said to be her most discussed poem due to its inability to be confined to a single meaning. Dickinson is known for her manipulation of female stereotypes and her love for anthropomorphizing things/animals. This has led to countless different interpretations of the poem varying from rage, to love, to relationships, to war, to heterosexuality, and to poetry itself. Despite these ideas, “My Life had stood- a Loaded Gun” is an extended metaphor for the relationship between …show more content…

The wife will never get the chance to be missed by the husband after helping him achieve all of his greatness. One of Dickinson’s most thought provoking lines comes in the final stanza of the poem when she says, “For I have the power to kill Without - the power to die-.” Death brings recognition and power to life, and now the wife has been deprived of that. The husband dying first has left her death ineffectual, without meaning. In a sense, she never gets to truly die, so the “true effect [is the] true power of [her] existence goes unrealized,” (Palmerino 83). Gelpi was correct in calling “My Life had stood- a Loaded Gun” a “symbolic enactment of the psychological dilemma facing the intelligent and aware woman in patriarchal America,” (2). Women of this period were intelligent enough to understand the mental strain men put on them by denying them access into their sphere. Dickinson, like many women of the period, was aware of this dilemma, and her early feminist views shine through in her writing. Dickinson wrote this poem to subtly depict the injustices that nineteenth-century women …show more content…

The “smile” and “light” from the third stanza can be seen as the spark and flash as the gun is fired, which can be compared to Mount Vesuvius erupting. Yet, this smile and “cordial light” is also the false politeness and mask that a woman must wear around a man. She has to disguise her true emotions because the whims of the world do not cater to her. In connection, while woman is foe to men, the gun is foe to men’s enemies. The gun works to protect the owner, and “none stir the second time” because the gun has killed them. The “yellow eye” and “empathetic thumb” transform from women’s view on men to the bullet and the trigger finger that do the will of its master.
Returning back to Dickinson’s paradoxical final stanza, just as the wife outlived the husband, the gun outlives its owner. The gun is forced to continue its existence with an endless cycle of owners due to the fact that guns physically cannot die. Both the wife and the gun are left, and their worth “will never be completely realized because no one will ever be left without the awesome presence of the life-transforming gun,” or woman (Palmerino 84). Though, the poem supports the two interpretations of man and woman’s relationship and the life of a gun, by the end they both

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