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My Physical Identity

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Until I reached high school, I had never noticed how I was constantly surrounded by white people, and white people only. As an adopted Asian girl who grew up in a white family and community, I have come to learn that the ways strangers perceive me is completely different from my identity. My physical appearance is Asian, however, my connection to my Chinese background is nonexistent. I have never been back to China, I do not know Chinese and I know virtually nothing about Chinese culture. In social and academic settings, people automatically see my physical appearance, making assumptions about my background and ultimately arriving to the conclusion that I am an immigrant who did not grow up in America. Contrary to this assumption, I was adopted at eight-months-old, and have lived my entire life in Minnesota. As a result of this assumption, past teachers I have …show more content…

According to The Review of Higher Education, students of color “described the climate as lonely, with professors who do not encourage them… with the expectation that students of color will not ‘make it’” (Turner 359). While this study was conducted in 1994, there is still that feeling that not all teachers cared about the success of students of color. Especially in advanced courses, it felt as though no matter how well I performed in class, I would never be able to reach the bar that white students were at. According to the Journal of Negro Education, academic stereotyping is when students are “stereotyped by their fellow White students or view as less competent by virtue of their racial membership” (Lewis et. al 77). I never experienced this in high school, however, I heard white students talk about the “incompetence” of other students of color in class. Whether it was about them asking clarifying questions or speaking slowly because English was not their first language, it made me feel uncomfortable and

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