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It's gross, but I don't care. It feels suddenly like all the life has drained out of me and I sit there, limp and emotionless for a long, long time until Alex is pounding on the door, begging me to let him in. His voice is loud and broken and I can tell he's been crying. It feels like the entire world is falling around me and when I finally open the door, shaking like a leaf,I collapse into his arms."It's going to be okay,"Alex whispers into my temple, smearing tears into my hair.I'm not convinced, but I follow Alex back to Dr. Allen's office anyway because what else am I supposed to do?Once we're settled back in the uncomfortable plastic chairs the doctor smiles professionally.I wonder how many people he's had to tell they were dying. He's …show more content…

It hits me right in the chest like a bolt of lightning and I sit bolt upright in bed. Alex wakes up immediately, reaching out for me."What's wrong?" he asks, voice hoarse from sleep and cracking with concern. It makes me sad that he knows he's going to have to get used to it.But looking at his tired eyes,I know now isn't the best time to tell him. Maybe it'll be better to tell him in the morning, when light is warming my face and my brain isn't so muddled with thoughts and pain - so much pain. So instead I just lay back down, mumbling "Nothing,just a bad dream is all. Back to sleep now."If Harry notices how badly I`m shaking, he doesn't say …show more content…

"What do mean,Cam?""I mean I don't want them poking around in my head, or feeding me drugs through a tube or any of it, I don't because it's going to get bad no matter what Alex, and I'm not sure I want to be around when that happens."I exhale shakily."Cam,"Alex whispers, blinking in disbelief. "Are you...do you want to die?"I shake my head quickly. "Of course I don't, but I'm going to anyway,Alex, don't you

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