By my mid-20’s, my life seemed ideal from the outside looking in. I had established a very successful marketing career and was marching up the proverbial ladder, obtaining one fancy job title after another without a college degree. I had a nice home, paid cash for my car, and made more money than most in my family ever had before. I attended all the most sought after social events and knew all the right people. In many ways, I even believed the facade, but the reality behind the scenes was very different. My childhood was atypical. My mom decided to go to college when I was five years old, and completed her master’s degree by the time I was eleven. My brothers and I spent so much time at the university that one professor often joked we should …show more content…
None inspired the necessary passion so I dropped out of school altogether. Immediately, I was filled with a sense of worthlessness. In addition, my inability to overcome abandonment by my father who chose a life of drugs over his children, I allowed many abusive relationships into my life in attempt to fill the yearning to be whole. And finally, knowing what it was like to be poor after my my mom was left to raise three kids on her own, I made money the center of my life. In a feeble attempt to escape the shame, disgust, and contempt I felt for who I had become, I developed the biggest secret of all. I drank until the point of blacking out most nights for almost an entire decade. The truth is the emptiness tormenting me at my core could not be filled by any amount of ambition, accolades, or alcohol. Only the Truth could save me, but I didn’t even know there was a Truth to be discovered. When I was 24 years old, my best friend died suddenly in his sleep. I was reeling from the pain of this loss. The need to know what happens to a person after death consumed me. I obsessively read books on the topic and asked everyone in my reach to share their opinion on spirituality and the …show more content…
To me, fathers were people who left you, hurt you, and were completely unreliable. So I prayed vastly, timidly, even cautiously, to the universe with the real hope in my heart that whatever was true would find me. I passionately wanted to know God and pursued Him with all my might. I begged Him to answer me with the truth of where my best friend was. I needed to confirm my suspicions that there was something out there that mattered more than living, dying, and turning into dust. His response took me much further than my quest on the afterlife, resonated through my whole soul, and changed me in a way that I still struggle to put into words: “I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” - John 3:16 With that verse, Jesus answered me with love, compassion and a healing touch. I felt true happiness and began to value myself for the first time. Perhaps most importantly for the purposes of my time at Colorado Christian University, He blessed me with an enormous appetite for His Word. This helped me understand and establish my academic and educational goals based on His plan for my
Throughout the past year I went through a great deal of undertakings that caused me to become more experienced with my skills and how to overcome various challenges. These really built up my character and the way I am today. In all aspects, this past year consisted of going to Killington, Vermont, my brother going into the Air Force, meeting him in Texas for his graduation of basic training, completing a double backflip on a trampoline, landing a front flip on flat ground, accomplishment of a 2 ½ front flip on a diving board, getting 2nd at leagues, and competing in districts. All of these activities have advanced me in a skill or challenged me to an extent.
For many, their formative years have a large influence on who they become as adults. This can happen in many different ways including new experiences, discovering a new sport or hobby, and uncovering what they are passionate about. For me, this was falling in love with a new language from a very young age and becoming very interested in the culture that was associated with it.
Failure is truly negative if we choose to not learn from it. When we face setbacks and difficulties, we are given golden opportunities to grow as people. Learning from our shortcomings makes us wiser, stronger, and unveils a chance to turn an undesirable outcome into a building block of character. My hockey career has been a sinusoidal trail of highs and lows, but I always learned from the downturns.
Although, I enjoyed steady employment my desire to finish school lingered with me. I needed a guided path of straight forward thinking with no distraction also with no life worries of daily living and survival.
In my dream I was playing at the state soccer championship, and we were versing Spencer. It felt good being able to play this game because no one ever believed we would make it this far. Back to the dream the game just started, and we were trailing behind 1-0. We were all nervous because we thought that it was going to be a 10-0 game like always. All of a sudden I could hear someone out in the fans saying “JUDITH”, and cheering me on. So this made me get pretty excited, and I begun to play so much better, as this happens I pass the ball to Julie, and she just happened to be a the top of the 18 all alone. She shot… AND SHE SCOOORED. The game was now tied. Now there was only 3 minutes of them game left and Julie has the ball at half. (I decided to let Amber go up as a midfielder, and I would stay back to take her spot as a defender so she could make her first and last goal of her HS career.) Now there was a minute left Julie passed it to Amber, and Amber was at a good spot where she could shoot with her left. She took the chance, and scored just that moment we were up by one, and we ended up winning.
Everyone will experience a death in their life at least once whether it’s a family member or friend, they will react to it differently and has to grieve in their own way. Death isn't something that someone looks forward too, so watching someone go from healthy, to where they can barely walk or talk on their own isn’t easy. But getting a lesson out of someones death takes away some of the pain, and helps you move on.
The last day of nine grade went over it with many memories in any place that I have been in my old school. In the front of the office building had a small phoenix tree but that time, it was full-grown into a big man tree. A phoenix usually would be bloom in August and disabled when the school was over as in June or summer time.
Welcome to my outlandish, yet in my opinion, amusing brain! The name presented to me upon birth is Taylor Lee Thompson. Currently, I am suffering through the struggles of junior year at Marion Senior High School. Difficult classes, early mornings, and extracurricular activities have made me an expert in the sport of juggling. The class that has appealed to me the most over the years is Criminal Justice. I found the behind the scenes instruction absolutely riveting! My instructor, Mrs. Hamm, kept me on my toes and I was always learning about crime, criminals, and cases. On the other hand, the class I utterly dread is history. Any and every type of history has always slowly bored me to sleep. I am convinced we are taught the same curriculum
It was a day that I had been waiting for all season, why? Because it meant that the pain was going to be over and it was my final race to prove how good I really was to everyone and hopefully fulfill the goal my coach, school and fans set for me. That morning of October 28th I woke up really sick to my stomach. Nerves were taking over my body and I couldn't sit still. The ride to the course I remember putting my headphones in and zoning everything out and never truly coming out of it till after the race was over. I remember my mom hugging me and telling me how proud of me she was and that no matter how bad my shins hurt to keep running. My coach grabbed me before I went to the starting line and surprisingly said how proud he was of me too, but that it wasn't over so that could change. It was so cold outside and I remember being able to see my breath and worrying that it was going to really effect my performance. I could also see the
One day i was fishing in my uncle mikes pond and mom said that i needed to drive the golf cart the the end of the road .then she said that dalan was coming to the pond ,so i drove to the driveway and when i seen him coming around the corner he was going about 70 mph and he slammed on the brakes and turned in the driveway and he followed me to the pond .he gave us all a hug when he stoped to get out.
I have learned throughout the years that I am a person who gets nervous easily. Whether it is a speech, difficult test, or sports game I can count on the fact that I will be nervous, no matter the context. For me there are two things that I constantly worry about in these situations; the many possible bad outcomes, and the hype that comes before any of these situations. For example, when I was younger and had to go get a shot I would always stress about it leading all the way up to the shot. My mom would always say that the build-up is worse than the actual event. But, by over exaggerating the pain I thought I would feel, I validated my claim that shots are stressful. She was right, the shot and the accompanying pain were gone in ten minutes.
My wife and I drove to Colorado today for the Mother’s Day weekend. The sky is overcast and threatens to rain at any moment. On day such as this, I am reminded of our track meet day in elementary school. I grew up in a very small town and many schools in this area held a track meet on the last day of school. Nearly every year, the track meet took place on a day with similar weather conditions. It was just cool enough to keep comfortable as you ran, jumped, and played, but not too cold to ruin the day. Everyone loved the track meet since there were no classes and students were treated to a day of athletic competition. Each child participated in every event and ribbons were given out to the top 6 finishers. Participant ribbons were given to every child who did not place in the top positions.
The summer before my sophomore year, my cross country coach challenged our team to run 400 miles over the summer in preparation for the oncoming season. Numerous athletes on our team participated, including myself. Equating to running over four miles a day, it was not going to be effortless, however the challenge sparked a drive for success in me, and I was determined to satisfy that drive. In the final weeks, I grew excited as the finish drew near, and I eclipsed the 400 mile mark with a day to spare. Success soon followed, as for the first time our coach could remember, our team won our home meet. Overall, we were much more competitive as a team that year, and it was a fantastic experience. Partaking in those experiences again was something
Imagine having the christmas spirit Then breaking a bone! I broke my arm two years ago two weeks from christmas.
My hands are on the ground stiff in starting position. Both of my sore legs cramp up on the starting blocks. Multiple drops of sweat drip down my shaking arms. “On your mark.” My hands tense up. Get set…” Everything quickly goes blank. All my surroundings are gone. I soon only hear my heart beating. It keeps beating and beating. “BANG!”