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Another video to edited I thought to myself, I didn't want to edit or even do videos anymore. I don't know what happen a couple days ago I was really happy and now just became depress. I got up from my chair and started walking to the bathroom to have a shower. After I have a shower and dry up I look in the mirror and stare at myself. I saw myself as fat, ugly and worthless I wonder why the guys was my friends as I was a waste of space I don't deserve to live. I look down on the razor no not now I been clean for years as say to myself well the sidemen doesn't care if I die neither does my fans and the guys are sleeping so they won't know. I remember when I use to cut myself the blood running down my arm and the pain was gone instantly. I lifted up the razor. Two big cuts across my arm one for the memories of cutting and one for being worthless. …show more content…

I feel like i am part of the world when i have scars on my arm. The downside of cutting is the depressions always come back the next day like my happiness being taken away and i have to fight for it like a romance book where the prince have to fight the dragon to get his girl back well its like being only the dragon is my depression and i have to cut the dragons neck to kill it like my skin and the girl well my happiness. No one even notice why i wear long sleeves all the time not even my best friends know. Friday, 8:23pm Sidemen

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