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Personal Narrative Analysis

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“And the writing and reading contest winner is…” the principal announced. When I was young, I was a competitive individual. It wasn’t my parents who were forcing me to be number one. It was myself: my ego, my self esteem, my pride. Once I felt that sense of accomplishment, the principal calling my name, going up to the stage, and everyone congratulating me, it motivated me to try harder and harder until I could ensure myself that I am going to win the best award again. Up to this part, it was acceptable. The idea of competition could be beneficial if it motivates me to try harder. (strive for better results) Unfortunately, it started to have negative effect on my way of thinking as time passed by. I kept telling myself ‘all or nothing.’ It became my hobby to avoid everything that I don't feel confident in and only focus on the ones that, in my mind, I have possibility to be the best. Eventually, it made me give up on everything easily, leading to lower self confidence.

Art has always been my favorite subject but there was no exception to it. Visiting art galleries and gazing at beautiful artworks, or even seeing amazing drawings of my talented friends, I unconsciously compared myself to others. In the midst of giving up even on art, I came to realize …show more content…

With my parent’s abounding support, I was able to extend my interests and knowledge in art by always being involved in art clubs, organizations, and studios all through elementary school, middle school, and high school, currently being in the visual arts major. Since I was little, I always dreamed of being an artist without even knowing what it actually is. Truthfully, how much knowledge could a five-year-old I have? Not much. I probably just loved the texture of the clay or morphing it into something completely unexpected, or maybe was attracted to visually appealing

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