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Personal Narrative-Assisted Suicide

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Staring at the enclosed tennis backboard of the graffitied wall, it was my third consecutive morning there and i still didn't know what to make of it. “Hello, Brenda are you there?”, said my friend Miller as he abruptly strike me back to reality, “here its your turn, take a hit. And remember this time hold it in”. I've always felt i had an inner mystical esoteric view on life, suppressed by naive realism. I wanted to answer the great philosophical questions. So i tried marijuana. Sure i was a bush leaguer with the process but i pulled through. My first two tries had its in force effects : spiritual identity food-for-thought chats and consistent giggles.i thought i was on a couch and sigmund freud was my shrink. But that was just a blurred vision from my third-eye. “Wow. that looked good. i think you hit it like a pro.. Brenda. Brenda? brenda !”. eyes closed. My body felt uneasy as the smoke filled every crack and crevice of my lungs. There was more to come. …show more content…

I think i found my destination. Sheer magnitude of energy arose from my body. I felt unreal. Seriously. Have you ever stop and question your existence. Who am i and why am i here? Detachment and utter numbness of “reality”. This anomalous out-of-body experience rush must means this is the end me? “ Mike i have to go to the hospital i think i'm dying.” I said panicking at my inner experience. I was an onlooker of this universe - at least it seemed. “ Brenda please relax, youre not dying. and stop crying!” he said as he walked me to his car. “ come on, I am going to take you to my house.” . From this moment i knew this isn't what i wanted to

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