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Personal Narrative: Baby Doll

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“Jackie, go tell Mr. Skelly to send me a cup of sugar,” Momma said from the other side of the glass door and turned and wobbled her bountiful hips back into the kitchen where a dishpan of dirty dishes in dead suds awaited her. I was plopped down on the concrete porch, on its edge, and my long, lanky legs dangled just shy of our red-brick walkway. I glanced around, up, and down, and then I buried my frail chin between my knotty knees. “I left Baby Doll in the house. Aunt Bird bought Baby Doll for me, for my birthday. I’m 5.” I whimpered into the early-morning-breeze that swirled lightly around me. “I’m gonna take Baby Doll with me to get Momma’s sugar.” I jumped up like a jack-in-the-box and just as quickly I realized that going back …show more content…

It ran parallel with a field of sunflowers on the other side. Except for our car, hardly a car ever traveled on our road; so there was no reason to look for cars before I crossed it. So, I skipped across the dirt road, entered the sunflower field, and lingered among the tall tranquil stalks. I took time again Momma did not allow. When I peered up at the top of one of the majestic plants, recalled the words Mr. Swanson had said many times during our Sunday school classes. “You can find God in everything and everywhere, if you only look.” Mr. Swanson’s voice had boomed from the front of our small, rectangular classroom to its back. But there were many times, had I had the nerves to, I would have told Mr. Swanson flat-out, right-then-and there, in front of God, the devil, and any and everyone else listening, for that matter; “You’re a liar, Mr. Swanson because I have looked and I haven’t found God in everything and everywhere.” Because surely I hadn’t found God in Mr. Skelly’s house. But I battled, where was it that I found God, first? Was it in the sunflower field where I first found Him? Or was it when I came to know Him as “Self” at the foot of the let-out-couch, the first time I found Him? But no matter where I found God first, before I was 5-years-old I came to know Him as “Self.” And “Self” prepared me for that which was to come. Like the day I woke and was home alone.

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