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Personal Narrative: Break Of Jeffery

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Journal 6
This week has been one of hardest weeks I have had to endure since the break of Jeffery and I. I have not been able to focus on absolutely anything. My children do not notice that I am going through this pain, at least I don’t think that they have noticed. I am in church praying and hoping that God will make a way for me soon, but as of right now, I am wearing an artificial smile on my face to hind the grief I am subdued to everyday.

I use to think the hardest thing a woman would ever have to go through in her life would be child birth. However, I am learning that women have numerous of emotional obstacles on a daily basis. As I have stated before, I am a single mother, in school, trying to obtain my associate degree in Healthcare Reimbursement and I am not working. I have …show more content…

I would have financial stability and it would be something to do daily that could possibly take my mind off of my issues. To be honest, the break-up is what really has me down. I am trying to be strong and I know that I have to be. I just can’t stop thinking about him. I have prayed that God would take away this pain, even the love that I have for him, but I feel like I love him more today than I did yesterday. I really just want him to call me or text me so I would know that he is thinking of me just as much as I am thinking of him. I hate feeling weak and helpless, and my pride will not let me call him because of the way the relationship ended. Furthermore, if anyone should be calling, it’s him. Part of me thinks if I don’t call and keep praying about it, I will eventually get over him and these feelings that I have for him, and another part of me wants to break down and tell him how much I love and miss him, but I don’t want to be weak. I’m praying for strength, patience, and endurance every single day, but I am obviously doing something tremendously wrong because I am home when I should in Mrs. Forrester’s class right

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