My past effects the future, the future is a result of my past, I begin to become the things I hate, but I might realize it all to late. "I'm...sorry." I say, as I stare at the ceiling of my room. I begin to slowly turn my head to face Aundre, whose sitting across the room on a small white sofa. I'm sprawled out on my bed, feeling so weightless...and careless.
"You know, that shits only gonna make you feel "better" for so long before it all goes bad. It's like I'm...no, I am helping you slowly kill yourself." Dre says to me, with crossed arms.
"Could you please not. Why can't you just let me be..happy." I reply, slowly sitting up.
"Cause I don't like what cocaine does to you! Come on Kai, is your life worth," Dre starts, before I interrupt.
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It stops just as her thigh begins, and the neck of the dress is cut just low enough to where I have to leave nothing to the imagination. Her straight brown hair with honey blonde highlights stops midway down her back. She stares at me with dark brown eyes lined thickly with eyeliner at the top. I go into a sinful daze of all the things someone like me could do to someone like her, and then "Where the fuck were you!" gets yells from behind me, before I feel a small but powerful fist slam into my back.
I quickly turn around, and standing before me is Treasure. "Oh, you look handsome tonight." I tease, disappointed at her choice in clothes. "You're at your twenty-third birthday party, not going to bible study." I add, looking her up and down. She has on a black long sleeved dress that begins a bit below the collar bone and stops at mid thigh.
"Sorry I don't look like little miss cheap ass highlights over there. Bet she's so loose you'd fall in." Treasure replies looking past me, and at her.
"Well, atleast you did something with that lion mane you call hair." I say, ignoring her previous comment. Instead of her natural curly hair style, her hair is now curled with the help of
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My face slams into her breasts, and from then on I begin to feel her hands exploring places they shouldn't.
"Get off me!" I scream, but the music plays on loudly, and other sweaty bodies dance around me. I try to escape, but their are people in every direction. "Cedric!" I scream, but...I doubt he heard me.
"Put your mouth to better use." She says, followed by a laugh, then forces the remaining drink in her cup into my mouth. It burns the back of my throat, causing me to cough. I don't know what all was in the drink, but I get real dizzy, real fast. I have no choice but to fall against her, as she laughs her drunken laugh, and is free to do whatever she pleases with me behind a closed door, where Cedric can't hear me.
The haunting memory causes a sudden reflex as I come back to reality. I begin to push everyone away from me because they've now become the people at Cedric's house party, and the person dancing on me becomes that woman. I push, with almost all my strength, the person in front of me. Treasure falls onto the floor hard, and her reaction time isn't fast enough to stop her face from hitting the floor. Surrounding people jump from the sudden
Hissing out a curse under his breath, he slams his mouth to mine again and drinks me ‘til I’m breathless.
I creep up to the scene when all of a sudden a man jumps out at me. He is wearing a ski mask so I can't see his face, but I knew that he was going to be the cause of the worst night of my life. He has me in his arms and I'm struggling to get away. The man is incredibly strong and very athletic. I feel as if I had no chance to get away, but all of a sudden the man steps on a piece of broken glass and cries out in pain. I manage to slip through his arms and I sprint to my room on the third
She turns her head looking right at me, her face becomes bright red, just as red as the roses I had on the counter. Her eyes become bigger than a golf ball, and she sprints right at me. But before I can process what just happened, her face is a foot from mine.
The boy suddenly spoke, “Don't worry. They stopped drugging you a few days ago. That’s just to give your body nutrients. Just close your eyes. And don’t make a scene when they come back, or they’ll drug you again.”
"Yeah. Right." Not dressed in that getup she's wearing. Her sweats look like they belong to someone five times her size.
I quickly run to her and put my hand on her back. I look her in the eyes. There blankly starring ahead at something. Searching the air in front of us, as if there was a picture there. People around us start to stare, luckily her hoodie is somehow still up.
“You don’t just feed junk to someone after two months of-” He cut himself off, groaning and rubbing his temples. It didn’t look like the coffee was doing much for him.
Then she giggled with secret merriment. Then she turned her body slowly and lithely, without lifting her feet. Her hands dropped limp at her sides. She tilted herself towards me on her toes. She fell straight back into my arms. I had to catch her or let her crack her head on the tessellated floor. I caught her under her arms and she went rubber-legged on me instantly. I had to hold her close to hold her up. When her head was against my chest she screwed it around and giggled at me.
“Why did you have to steal the serum, look where it has gotten you.” he said
I woke up to the sound of carnival music and familiar laughter of a child that are blaring through the walls. What the heck? I dazedly get out of bed, noticing the door wide open, and the hallway light is swirling with vibrant colors. I could feel my feet walking me out of the room, almost as if someone’s pulling the strings of my movements, not letting me have any control whatsoever.
"I always dress nicely for this one," he says gesturing toward Katie. "Now what happened to your other dress?"
"Yes, My Queen it is. It is a very strange piece of clothing." a tailor woman said.
“I was a model, you know?” said Leslie flipping her hair and rolling her eyes, in the most aggressive way
gently, instead she wriggles and moans… like she wants to get away from something. I on the
Looking at the picture, I again notice how clearly her hand shows up on my elbow. The picture doesn’t show how tense her hand is as it fights to keep me in the picture. It doesn’t show how tightly her fingers grip my arm as she struggles to keep me where I should be. It also fails to show that she will let me go if I protest loud enough and pull away with enough force. The furniture, the fashions, and even the walls in the living room have changed, but her hand remains at my elbow. It