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Personal Narrative: Losing What Matters

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Losing What Matters What is the only cause of death in the top 10 in America that can not be cured, prevented or slowed down? Its Alzheimer’s and it’s a terrible disease not only because of what it does to the victim but also what the family has to go through. My grandfather was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s, I would go visit him in the hospital every day until this one time it just got to hard, it tore me up on the inside and it changed my view on life for a while. It became a normal every day thing; id go to school then id come home and wait on my parents to get here and we would go to the hospital and sit with my grandparents. We would talk to my grandma, and my grandfather would just mutter a string of words or sounds that weren’t exactly …show more content…

I have heard this before but I never thought that could be true, but I definitely experienced this first hand. Seeing what Alzheimer’s was doing to my grandfather was making me so upset, seeing one of my role models laying in that hospital bed just wasn’t right. I didn’t want to remember him like that. I was trying my hardest to remember the man he was before all this fighting with the disease without remembering to much of the shell he is now. I lied in bed, crying, thinking of everything we used to do together. He taught me how to play baseball and golf. He would take me to waffle house with him almost every Saturday morning. All of these things are the only things I had to hold onto. I am already missing him so much and he isn’t gone physically yet, but mentally he is far gone. I have come to the fact that he wont be around much longer but it is still a rough idea to comprehend. I feel like I am going through this alone. My parents would try to talk to me about it, giving parental advice, but it was not anything I wanted to hear. I pretty much became an outsider; I mean sure I have plenty of friends to talk to but I didn’t want to. They could not help my situation. They did not understand exactly what was happening to me, I had no clue how to put my feelings into words; a combination of scared, angry, upset and in the middle of a break down. My grades started to

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