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I laid spread out on the hot, humid top floor of the gym, surrounded by bags filled with bobby pins, brushes, glitter, and every other gadget a gymnast may need for a competition. The room smelled of nail polish remover and sweat, and was filled with anxious kids masking their apprehension by playing with hoola-hoops and cartwheeling all over the room. I was barely twelve, and freshly back in commision after two years off at the mercy of a sprained ankle. I had only had about a month to practice before this first competition, seeing that I awkwardly joined the team right smack in the middle of the season. That short month, filled with coaches drilling silly-sounding terms into my brain while attempting to get my skills back to their former level was not nearly enough time for me to place higher than sixth in a category of six. My fingers nervously tapped the scratchy carpet as I stared at the ceiling, waiting for my first flight to be called. At the time, all I wanted was for the ground to swallow me whole, for my arm to suddenly fall off, or even to have godzilla smash through the building-- anything to get me out this. There was no way I was going to do anything but embarrass myself, so why even go? “603,” called …show more content…

Each time, they affected me less and less; however, her voice still followed me like a shadow, always there in the back of my mind replaying like a scratched record. My nervousness coupled with her attempts to throw me off did nothing to make up for my injury and lost practice time, the highest I placed was third in a flight of six. It wasn’t so bad, but I always felt as if all my hard work was going to waste. I knew in my mind that what she was saying didn’t matter, but knowing something and actually feeling it were two completely different things. Kelly was trying to get the best of me, and she was

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