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Persuasive Essay On Road To Recovery

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Upon my “defeat” I was furious, frustrated, and felt crushed. In my head I felt that because I walked away without anything, I had publicly humiliated myself and wasted my time. After packing my bags as soon as the program directors allowed us to leave the stage, and stomping off to my car without a single good-bye, I realized I couldn’t stay mad forever, and needed to let go. And so my road to recovery began.
Caution: The following steps you will read below to “Maggie’s Embarrassing DYW Road to Recovery” were chosen to accurately reflect the author’s thought process, and hopefully to be slightly entertaining to for the reader.
Getting Over Myself
The worst part of recovery is that everyone expects you to feel better sooner than you actually can. That night I cried in my hotel bed over how unfair this was. I was so embarrassed - especially that my whole family had been there to watch me fail, and that I would have to go home and tell everyone that I had won nothing. But I eventually came to the conclusion: that is how it is. There was nothing I could do to change the results now. I had lost, and I would have to tell people that. My hurt feelings were not going to make the situation better, and they were only going to hold me back. I decided that I was not going to let this loss bother me anymore. From that point on I was finally able to start getting past my selfish feelings and move on with my life.
Talking it Out with My Parents
Once I felt confident in how I felt and with my process of moving on, I decided to explain to my parents how I felt. My parents have always been my biggest supporters, they not only helped me to do the best that I could in this program, but I knew they could help me work to get past how I felt. I talked to my parents, I told them what I knew and felt. They then shared with me what they knew, that I had no clue happened. While I was standing on the stage fake-smiling out at my mom, my siblings had all linked their arms together, hoping that I would win. They were proud of what I had done and although they were disappointed when I was not in the top ten, it was at the judges and not me! My mom told me that coming to watch me had been a bonding experience for them, completely changing

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