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Reflective Essay About Self Love

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I cried writing this post. I went back and forth with myself about this topic because it is an extremely sore spot for me. And unlike my previous posts, I do not have the answers. I don't have the exact solution to heal the pain. It hurts. It has always hurt. I don't know if it will ever stop hurting. Well, recently, on the way to work, one of J. Cole's strongest songs, "Breakdown" started to play. I immediately felt the tears starting to form and something told me, "skip the song, dummy!" But, I didn't. I listened to the lyrics and I cried. I decided to use Cole's lyrics to help with the organization of my thoughts. I hope with sharing my pain, I will touch other women who are struggling or have struggled with self-love due to the absence of a mother/father. Also, any advice you have for me please share. So many things you could have told me And saved me the trouble or lettin' my mistakes show me I feel like you barely know me And that's a shame cause our last name is the same That blood type flowin' through our veins is the same At the age of three, I was legally adopted by my biological relatives. I wish I could pinpoint the reason why our relationship was so rocky but I can't... we never saw eye to eye. I always felt like the burden in our home and love was shown in an extremely flawed way. I am not an ungrateful person and I do appreciate what was done for myself and sibling. Not every day do you run into a man raising another man's children. And not every day do

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