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The Gangster We Are All Looking For Essay

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“The Gangster We Are All Looking For”, by Le Thi Diem THuy is a narrative that gives us a peek into the life of a Vietnamese family trying to adapt to the United States of America. Through the perspective of our unnamed female protagonist, we see what it is like growing up in a brand new country and the struggles she faced along with her parents, Ma and Ba. One of her parents, Ba, goes through living in the US with a lot of baggage in his past weighing him down, a conflict just as difficult, if not more than in juxtaposition to our protagonist's journey to growing up. Ba’s relationship to the past contributes to the work’s meaning as a while by being a main fuel source of conflict and showing that no matter how strong you were, things can still hurt you, a central theme of the book. In their life in America, Ba’s actions that cause conflict for the family is …show more content…

His past would prepare him for the hardships and struggles to adapting to the US. But is that true? Ba has been through a lot: losing a son, having friends die, leaving everything behind and living in a reeducation camp. This might have strengthened him to be able to adapt to a new setting, a main theme of the book, but it does the opposite. As a runaway at 16, because he found out his mother was a supposed mistress, he hears his past and his parents,. When the telephone rings and he’s watching the news, the Vietnam flashbacks kick in. he becomes paranoid because he doesn’t want to face his parents. One memory will lead to another repressed memory and it would eventually lead to a breakdown. He cries when he was in transition from Vietnam to America, showing it didn’t toughen him but instead weaken him even after he has been through all of that. Ma, in juxtaposition also struggles through this conflict, but it’s Ba that takes center stage. Even if he went through this, he still needs family to help cope with the darkness of his

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