The Journey Of Life Has Changed My Life

The moment when I was old enough to comprehend how I came into this world, I should have known there would be a great deal of impediments for me to overcome. I was mistaken as twins because of a little white lie which led my grandmother to bring two bassinets to the hospital. However, everyone would soon have the relief of knowing there was only one me; but a fear of panic would surface once it was determined that my feet had took the place of where I may head should have fell. I was born breech. My world was upside down before I even took my first breath. A world I didn’t ask to be in but became grateful for because of my grandmother. My life was never intended to be simple. I owe my life accomplishments’ to the woman who was willing to take both of me home. She is the reason I am who I am today and the reason I will be who I am tomorrow.

With me graduating in May, Looking back on how I have changed is something I do a lot actually. Just over these past couple of years, I feel like I have changed a lot inside and out. Even though I have changed, I still have a few of the same characteristics. For one, I have always been a little lost when it comes to talking to girls. Hopefully one day that does change but for now, that 's always been me. Another quality that I have kept is my sense of humor. Call me immature if you want, but my sense of humor has not changed since I was a little kid. SpongeBob and Patrick will always have me rolling on the floor laughing my butt off. As far as how I have changed, where do I start? One thing I feel like I changed was my procrastination. Even though this is being written the day before it 's due, I use to be so much worse. Freshmen year I would probably have done this assignment in the last hour before it was due or just not even do it at all. That 's one thing I 'm glad I changed. If we were to go back 10 years ago when I was 12, I would have to say I 've changed a lot. I know back then I use to be terrified of driving. I never thought I would be able to learn to drive. I actually remember telling my mother that I would have to ride my bike everywhere just to get around. Now I can 't image not driving for even one day. Likewise, I can remember a few things about myself that are still true to this day. As a 12 year old, I always seemed to have a darker perspective of life. I

When my family and I found out that I am diabetic, it has changed my life. Now I have to figure out how many carbs I am going to eat and I also have to watch on what I drink. When we found this out, I thought this was going be the journey of my life. I was just hoping that things weren’t going to get any worst than it was. The first day of arriving to the hospital it was just about sunrise and the streets were crowded and it was also very cold. I got my bags in the room and laid back and watched tv about every hour a new person came in and checked up on me. So I was getting pretty bored just sitting there watching tv, because there weren’t really any good shows. I just stared and kept on turning the channels so I decided to set up my Xbox. It was just about the afternoon so we ordered food and it was alright not the greatest though. There were just endless amounts of blood being drawn from my I.V.Even though it was getting pretty annoying I am not going to lie. So I watched a movie then fell asleep counting; it was practically ten o’clock.

Almost nineteen years ago, I began the journey of life. Because I had a tumultuous beginning, I started learning lessons immediately. I was a premature baby and I had to fight to survive. My parents were unsure if I would make it. They wondered what kinds of problems I might have. After a time in the neonatal intensive care, I came home to a very supportive family. Because my parents were so grateful to have a child and they had their own difficult journey getting me here, they cherished every moment with me; thus, begins my life lessons.

When I was a child my father always came to me and told me a quote, but over the years I have changed it into my own and now I live by it everyday . “Tomorrow is a brand new day, and a gift from yesterday, if you’ve failed rise from your ashes and create your own path and leave a trail behind because you can not take others pathes to live your life, life is your adventure and what you make of it.” I have always loved life and the people that are in it, since i was a child i have had the biggest dreams of going and doing anything I wanted to be and that nothing was going to stop me. My success to that has been keeping to not only my quote but to my heart, and to succeed I have stuck to these things: being determined, encouraging others, and hardworking.

Have you ever had a time in your life that changed you completely? Well, I have, and I’m going to give you some information on how my daily life had changed and how it completely changed my life. And that thing that had changed me the most in my life would have to be dance.

Almost three years ago my mom was diagnosed with Bacterial Meningitis. Bacterial Meningitis is very life threatening if not treated immediately. It was a very scary experience for everyone. With this experience I have learned a very important lesson, don’t ever take your parents for granted because you could easily lose them and maybe sooner then you thought.

My life has been fairly easy so far. Not much has happened that I would say has “changed” my life. Change upsets me, and I feel disturbs my daily routine. So when my parents moved us twice, it created a lot of anxiety for me.

There are so many questions. None of these have any answers. There are only hypotheses, conjectures, indirect evidences and lot more question and no definitive unquestionable answers. I feel i am lost in the wilderness of the journey of life. But i am findable.

Growing up going to a Christian school it taught me a lot about the person I wanted to be a have now become. Experiencing life and incorporating the morales from the past is the biggest challenge of all. I felt like I always had faith as I have always believed in a higher power than myself. Living life through the lens of watching everyone you ever knew such as your parents, grandparents, exes and so forth all pass away; left me with confusion, frustration and more importantly I felt abandoned. I was able to close the last chapter in my life two years ago and something started to change in me. During all the chaos, I could not see all that was going on around me and I lost myself. I did not recognize the person I had become, the wife the mother, I could barely recognize her. I started to change the way I thought positively in October 2016. I knew I wanted more for my next generation, being that they have no family like I did growing up, I knew my husband and I needed to change our style of thinking and incorporate a strong foundation for our children and more importantly pave the road to a religious legacy that will last generation after generation.

Everyone has a story to share, none less important than the other, and a past that helped to create the people we are today. As I begin my journey into the world of adulthood, the feelings of excitement and fear dawn on me because the realization hit me! I've made it! Senior year, the year I have been dreading and longing for the past 3 years fear of leaving home and becoming my own person. Only to one day discover, as I sat in my room thinking about life's next chapter that was about unfold in front of me,i realized I more than ready to go into the future with the security of being okay because of the enviorment I was raised in and the values my mother instilled in me since the age of 5.

As a very small child I don’t remember too much, but the things that I do remember were seen through a child’s eyes that has made me the person that I am today and I will always have those memory’s with me until my last breath on this earth. In this essay I intend to show how my childhood and adult life to this point has influenced my life, my journey. By utilizing the adult development theories from this class I also intend on showing how they relate to my Life experiences and where I am today as an Adult student.

I think I have changed a lot in the past year. I am the same as I was a year ago because I psychically have the same name and same social security number. I still am in love with my husband Andrew hall and we still live in the same house and we still have our beautiful step daughter Macie every other week. I am different then I was a year ago because we have been married this whole year and weren’t married last year. I have also put on more weight this year and changed my hair color. I am the same as I was five years ago because, I still like doing the same things, like shopping and tanning. I am different then I was five years ago because, five years ago I was in High School in the 11th grade and lived in North Carolina and I drove everyone and didn’t have a license because I was underage. I am the same as I was ten years ago because I still had the same family, my mom and two brothers and I loved cheerleading and I still love cheerleading just too old for it now but I still love watching cheerleading. I am different then I was ten years ago because, I am taller, married, in college, have a child and go to college. As a ten year old I never even thought college was an option for me.

“You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.” ― Mae West. Life is precious. Everyone values their own life and does everything they can to preserve it. The body itself does everything it physically can to continue living. Even animals know since birth, they must do what they can to survive. Be it working together or working alone, they preserve their lives to the best of their abilities. We, as humans, are intelligent creatures and realize there is more to life than mere survival. Life is about our love, friends, family, and overall happiness. But due to our tunnel vision, when we only know about our experiences. We view our beliefs to be absolute and the sole way to go. Without realizing it, this ideology keeps us from being a more peaceful species.

I was born in Russia and had lived there almost for sixteen years before I got a chance to come to the U.S. My childhood flew quickly and imperceptibly. But I remember well my school years. I went to a usual Russian school where I have spent nine years. I can easily say that I did not have any good and helpful opportunity for my future education there. My old school did not have any good resources and preparation for the students future lives in college and further. This was a reason why I did not think about college and further education at that moment of my life. In 2105 I graduated from ninth grade and did not know what I should do next, and then I got a chance to come to the U.S. and continue my education in an American school and go to college after. I have decided that it would be a chance to start everything over. For all summer 2015, I could not