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The Key Stages Of My Psychosexual Journey

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Wow! This was the first feeling happened, after I read the headings suggested what I have to write on this paper. These questions are very challenging for me. They are challenging; my memory in the past, my self-awareness, my courage to present it out, etc. Because, these questions, call me look deeply at my Psychosexual Journey in different aspects. You know there are some aspects, I never looked at them. However, I see that this is a very good chance for me to face these challenges, through reflection more deeply and trace my sexual / affective history.
The first stage, I would like to begin with the Key settings of your sexual/affective formation from my childhood: my mother was the most important person in the key settings that her attitudes affected me. There were also society and culture.
When I was in my mother’s womb, she already had two daughters, so she wanted to have a son. Therefore, when my mother was pregnant me she thought her baby was a son. She prepared everything for baby boy her newborn baby such as clothing, socks, gloves, etc. even a nickname and I used all of these. And she nursed me like a boy, until four years later, my younger brother who I was very close to him, was born. While I was a child, I had very close relationship to my …show more content…

I have another experience at this school: my friend wanted me to be her boyfriend or girlfriend, I didn't sure, however, she gave many gifts to me, she followed me everywhere like my shadow, etc. Something wrong and I did not like and I thought it's not my style. I don't impressed female, I impressed male but, I impressed the most handsome girl because I wanted to be like that also. In short, at the convent, it was another significant turning point in my life that made me learn about gender identity and sexuality, have new understandings and new perspectives on myself and

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