1. What is Melinda's primary internal conflict? Melinda is emotionally traumatized and depressed after being raped at an end of summer party by Andy Evans. 2. Why does Melinda hesitate to tell Rachel that Andy, Rachel's boyfriend, raped her? Melinda hesitates because Rachel may not believe her, and become furious with her again. 3. How does the way Melinda react to the harassment she faces at school show she is depressed? Melinda takes abuse like getting her hair pulled and being kneed in the back at assemblies, but she doesn't do anything to prevent it or stand up for herself. I think this reflects her depression because she already feels worthless, and she lost all her friends so there is no one there to stand up for her. Furthermore, since …show more content…
How was Melinda feeling when she decides to tell Mr. Freeman about what happened to her? At the end of the novel, when Melinda decided to open up to Mr.Freeman, i think she was feeling like she had regained her self worth and she wasn't going to let her rape ruin her like or define her. She had come to terms with everything that had happened and was finally ready to tell her story. 5. List three antagonists in the novel Speak and how they interact negatively with Melinda. 1) Andy - raped Melinda, harasses her at school, attempted to rape her again 2) Rachel - ignored Melinda after being her best friend for years, doesn't believe she got raped 3) Mr. Neck - constantly picking on Melinda, gives her failing marks for little mistakes 6. What does Melinda do to overcome her internal conflict? Melinda goes back to the place where she was assaulted and has a moment of reflection and self evaluation. She realizes that her rape was not her fault and she should speak up. 7. Does Heather serve as an antagonist in this novel? Explain. Heather does serve as an antagonist toward the end of the book, because after she had told Melinda that she doesn't want to be friends any more, she comes back to Melinda when she needs her help expecting Melinda to do what she asks. Heather was using Melinda to help herself become a part of the
At the beginning of the book, Melinda was at a high school party and was sexually assaulted by a senior student. This happened in late August, and Melinda is extremely scarred and traumatized by the incident. In the fall, Melinda is so broken that she cannot even speak – she does not tell anyone what happened
Again, throughout the whole book, Melinda has this odd feeling, she thinks that nobody likes her and is always down on herself. An example from the book that shows this behavior is at the beginning of the book, her first day of high school. "I have entered high school with the wrong hair, the wrong clothes, the wrong attitude. And I don't have anyone to sit with. I am outcast." (Anderson 4) As soon as she enters high school she doubts herself. It's almost as that she believes that since she has entered with the wrong clothes, the wrong hair, and nobody to sit with, that she will never fit in. This shows a sign of hopelessness, she is doubting herself to much. Another example of when Melinda shows sadness and hopelessness is when she hears about Rachelles Halloween party she is throwing. She says, "I knew I wouldn't get an invitation. I would be lucky to get an invitation to my own funeral." (Anderson 41) This shows Melinda again, being
Melinda faces many hardships throughout the novel, one of the major difficulties she faces is to accept the reality. Melinda
Melinda realizes that she has much more potential, places the past behind her, and begins to speak once more. Anderson's novel explores common teenage problems such as depression; Melinda exhibits external signs like cutting her wrist with a paperclip and biting her lip,
Scared and shocked, she couldn't say anything to the 911 dispatcher or anyone at the party. Everyone fled as the police arrived, and Melinda's friends were furious with her. She had to get out of the situation and walk home all beat
Melinda and her friends decorated their rooms to show who they were, Melinda stole a little bit from everyone else. The only part that is really her is a stuffed rabbit collection from when she was younger. You can see that Melinda doesn't know who she is. "My stuffed rabbits crawl out of their burrows,noses awiggling, pink bunny, purple bunny, a gingham bunny from my grandma, all excited to have company"(177). She obviously doesn't usually get company because her stuffed rabbits are excited to see Heather,even after she dumped Melinda. Melinda is lonely and this just adds to her feelings of helplessness.
One significant moment where Melinda reveals the resolution is towards the end of the book, when she confronts her attacker, Andy. When she tried to physically harass her again, she forcefully said, “I said no,” (195). This moment was a major turning point for Melinda, as she finally speaks up and asserts her power now. This quote is significant, because it displays Melinda’s newfound courage to finally stand up for herself. Throughout the book, Melinda felt lonely and isolated, and struggled with the overwhelming feeling of powerlessness, but at this moment, she refuses to let Andy take control over her again.
Melinda isn't speaking to anyone, and no one will talk to her, except the new girl, Heather, who moved from the state of Ohio. Realistically, Heather being the new girl just wants to make friends. Heather doesn't know what is really going on with Melinda because she just moved to town. Heather has no idea what happened the night when Melinda called the police, which busted a summer party. In fact, no one knows, except for Melinda, what happened to her at the party? She is convinced that because she is a victim, no one understands her. The whole world, including her world, is out to get her and so it is best for her to remain silent.
Throughout the story, Melinda shows many signs of depression. Teens will often display changes in their thinking and behavior, lose their motivation, or become withdrawn. Psych Info Online presented some signs of depression that Melinda experienced in the novel. The signs Melinda indicated include: sadness, anxiety, feelings of hopelessness, withdrawal from friends, decreased interest of activities, social isolation, poor communication, low self-esteem, guilt, and
Starting her Freshman year of High School, Melinda found herself in a very dark, low, depressing, time in her life. She had lost all the ambitions she had for her High School career. She had lost her voice and passion for everything. Until Andy Evans made her find her voice after he sexually assaulted her. After all that Andy had put Melinda through made her find herself and her voice to come back from a traumatizing experience.
The story started in an ambiguous atmosphere ,as readers don’t know what happened to Melinda she refused to speak she only wants to live in her isolation. some people in their depression tries to speak, and others chooses to keep themselves silent and get stressed when they are given a heavy workload, like “why me ?” ,as they are too weak or shame to face the world around them ,and this exactly what happened to Melinda in this novel .People experiencing passive anger may not even realize they are angry, because passive angry maybe repressed, it can be hard to recognize. In this long term, these suppressed angry feelings can easily be a main reasson for psychological suffering. As readers can only notice that she carried a folded story that will be displayed through flashback
A trait that stands out in the book is the symptom of bodily memories. In Melinda’s case, during a frog dissection in her science class, she remembers the opening up and even says, “She doesn’t say a word. She is already dead. A scream starts in my gut – I can feel the cut, smell the dirt, feel the leaves in my hair.” (81). One of the other symptoms that Melinda has is self-harm. The first time that this is shown in the book, Melinda says this, “I open up a paper clip and scratch it across the inside of my left wrist. Pitiful. If a suicide attempt is a cry for help, then what is this? A whimper, a peep?” (87). Melinda also has a hard time talking to her parents about the rape to which she says, “How can I talk to them about that night? How can I start?” (72). Some victims recover from such a traumatic experience, while others don’t and live a lifetime of depression and must undergo intense therapy. In Melinda’s case, she finds redemption by talking to her parents and the guidance counselor, and putting her faith into her teachers, friends, and her art project at school. Because rape can affect anybody anywhere, everyone should be aware of the circumstances, and how to deal with it.
She doesn't talk to her family they use post it notes to communicate.Furthermore, she has problems with her friends. All of melinda's old friends hate her because she called the cops at a party.They dropped her like a hot pop tart on the cold friend
As she grows she discovers more of what she is capable of. Now she realizes that even though she is going crazy, she is still alive. Above all, she does not want to hide anymore and is not afraid to come out of her shell of guilt. “I don’t want to hang out in my hidey-hole anymore…. I don’t feel like hiding anymore” (p.191-192). She comments about not wanting to go back to her closet because she is not afraid of what might happen to her. In the same way she says that she, in no matter what condition, is still alive and breathing. “I have survived… Confused, screwed up but still here” (p.188). She is happy that she survived and that it does not matter if she is frustrated, she still has to stay for the ones who love her. In order which she has to take care of the old Melinda she was and let go of the Melinda she was after the party. After this realization she understood that she is not perfect but she can grow to love those
It was wrong to dump Melinda when she needed friends the most. Her friends should have tried to talk to her so they could have found out the reason why she called the cops. In the end; most of her friends weren’t actual friends, none of her friends should have stopped talking to her because she called the cops to the party. If they would have talked to her they would have discovered that Andy had raped Melinda. The way Melinda’s friend treated her was unfair. They were never her real friends anyways, but they could have at least tried to be there for her. Everyone could see that she was sad and lonely.