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A Short Tale : A Tale Of Carina's Tale

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“I hate this place and everything about it,” announced Ulrich without preamble, as Perceval took a seat on the log across from him. “I miss Carina and Anna, and I just want to go home.”
“You’re not the only one miss home, my friend.”
“It’s more than that. I miss my wife in my bed. And when I hear…” Ulrich’s words trailed off. “Never mind.”
“No, what is it?”
“When I’m surrounded by men bedding women, it makes me think things I shouldn’t. It makes me want to give in. I wouldn’t, because I want my wife and not them.” He flung a twig onto the fire. “One propositioned me yesterday. One of the women.”
“What did you do?”
“For an instant, I thought I might take her up on it, close my eyes and pretend it was Carina. That makes me a wretched person, doesn’t it?”
“No. It makes you a human, but you didn’t act on it, and therein lies the difference. The truth is, I’ve been struggling, too.”
Ulrich’s head snapped up. “Have you?”
“Yes. So, thank you for being so forthright. I feel less desperately foolish and alone.”
“What helped me was picturing Carina blithely taking on a lover during my absence. When I considered that, in vivid detail, that set me right, because I’d be devastated if she did such a thing. I will not hurt her like that.”
The image of Sir Kay lowering Joan into bed and ravishing her popped into Perceval’s mind, which forced him to hold back a groan. Perceval loved his wife and she loved him. He would remain true to her. He would manage his baser instincts on his own.

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