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Creative Writing: New School

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"What does your anxiety do? It does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow, but it empties today of its strength. It does not make you escape the evil; it makes you unfit to cope with it if it comes." -Raymond Cramer ________________________ This idea of a hope for a "sane" reality is seeming to fade as i pull up to my new schools drop off zone, silently hoping it'll be better than the last school. I've been to 5 different schools in 2 months only for the hope that I could reach societies standards of "normal" .I nodded a goodbye to my mom as she called, "Blaze don't forget to take your medicine, I love you - be safe." First days were always like this, a reminder and an "I love you" I never think she actually means it, I never think anyone does. I reached to undo my seat belt and quickly heard the satisfying "click". I oh so gracefully tripped out of the car, hoping no one saw, but the time I got up I was hoping to hear my mother call out "Are you ok?" but my mom had already raced away. Oh god, the embarrassment. Even though no one saw, i could feel the blood rush to my cheeks. …show more content…

Hopefully I'm invisible again. Yeah, those days were pretty fun. Hopefully this year I finally get a boyfriend. Oh, I'm just waiting to fail myself again, aren't I? Honestly, all my hope are making me feel

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