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Descriptive Essay : Fear : The Fear Of Fear

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An unpleasant emotion or feeling caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat : Fear. Fear is a strong word, it can mean a variety of things and lead to a variety of things depending on who you are. Some people aren't that fazed by any sort of fear or just act like they aren't but for me a guy who is about 6’1 foot, so pretty tall and big for my age, well, i'm the complete opposite. My fear caused me to shake and tremble as if the world was coming to an end. It makes me feel safe around no one. Being put through my fear makes me look back on my life and ask myself, was it all worth it for this? It makes me shrink and fall to size of of a humming bird. My stomach starts to feel like it never has before almost like something terrible is tearing my insides out one by one. My head is spinning in circles and my hands are trembling to the point where I think they might fall off. Fear, my fear was heights and I was terrified of them. Of course, I hadn't always been afraid of heights throughout my whole life. In fact, in my elementary and Pre-K days I loved heights, well I wouldn't say I loved them but I didn't mind them. I use to climb trees and jump off diving boards at the pool and things of that matter. Ar times I was maybe 40-50 feet off the ground sometimes when I was doing certain things like hiking in the mountains when I was on vacation in Wyoming (which is a great place to visit if you're into that kind of naturalistic stuff) or riding my bike to the top of peaks and none of it bothered me. But then as my years went on things started to change. I started realizing the negative and dark side of being up in the clouds. When I got my first phone ,which was on my 13th birthday if i'm correct, and more technology started to make its evolution I started witnessing videos of people climbing some of the tallest skyscrapers in the world in countries and major cities like New York, Hong Kong, Chicago, Dubai and many other places and others bungee jumping off 200 foot high cliffs. I started inspecting all these daredevils and their love for heights and I astonished it, but as soon as I found out the aftermath of some of these things my astonishment soon ceased to

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